And, 'this' is just because the 'I' is never so-called 'absent'.
'I' always exist in the form of 'body', the visible Universe, and 'Spirit', the invisible Mind.
And, the knowing of what is Falsely claimed as, 'your own soul', ended with the search for all of 'the other answers' to all of 'the other Truly meaningful questions', in Life.
Have 'you' "fairy" yet distinguished what 'you' are not, from, what 'you' are?
If yes, then will 'you' provide 'your answer', here, for 'us' to 'look at', and 'see'?
If no, then why not, exactly?
you appear to have missed the whole point of 'this thread'.
'you' are not an individual. Whereas, 'I' am an individual. And, what is 'an individual', exactly, has not, yet, been defined, by 'you', here.