A recent "MIRACLE"

[Age]

Sure bahman - it's doubt like that which reminds me of Atla's insistence that I must have been confused that I was dreaming rather than what actually happened at work over a few days some years ago. Seems some people are so insistant that God does not exist that they find more ludicrous explanations to support their faith in atheism

I know where you are coming from.

And, 'where' is 'that', exactly?

I am glad to hear that you have doubts.

LOL is this, really, what you 'took' from what was written and said, to you?

[Age]

Sure bahman - it's doubt like that which reminds me of Atla's insistence that I must have been confused that I was dreaming rather than what actually happened at work over a few days some years ago. Seems some people are so insistant that God does not exist that they find more ludicrous explanations to support their faith in atheism

Right. According to Occam's razor it's far more likely that 'god' is sending you funny little 'miracles' in the form of tool boxes that change their contents (he's such a hoot) than that you actually do have schizophrenia (as diagnosed by a psychiatrist) and which you have said you have on multiple occasions, hence the fact that you can spend all day every day kayaking with your VR, presumably living off some kind of sickness benefit.
Why don't you ask your godfriend to do something useful, and cure you of your psychosis (or send you a tool box with real tools)?

Besides, just that fact that you are so insistent on the 'reality' of your delusions is proof in itself of your seriously unwell mental state. Why TF would any 'god' want to be bothered talking to you?

My word you are a bitter, miserable old slag. Your life must suck arse

Like I didn't have a toolbox full of strange bits and bobs all made of metal - and then my uncle (who I have a laugh with about how wacky God is with this convoluted REAL_IT_Y with me) comes over and I open it and now it's ALL plastic bits and bobs!! - - WOW - I must be confused\psychotic - for certainly the contents must have been plastic crap all along!!

..yeah God doesn't exist - he could never turn water into wine.

Considering that it is actually through human hands, and human beings thinking, that 'metal' and 'plastic' is made, and was turning into those things, from something else, just like 'wine' was, then does this make you human beings, and what you can do and achieve, a so-called 'miracle', as well, to you?

[attofishpi]

Just out of (no) interest, how did you become insane? Children are never insane. Was it all the drug use? Childhood trauma? Are you one of those lunatics who never wash and walk around with shit stuck to their clothes?
Or is feigning 'insanity' just a way to get away with whatever you like in the 'real' world? I find it highly suspicious that you and Gary, both self-proclaimed 'schizophrenics', can manage to write coherently and pretty much indistinguishably from anyone else of varying degrees of 'sanity'.

No, I am not schizophrenic - God works in mysterious ways.

How are the two things here related, exactly?

And, how do you define the 'schizophrenic' word, exactly?

People that are deemed "schizophrenic" are people that are in often total confusion about reality. God did that to me since 1997, I just put up with it, being driven to suicide in 2003 and contemplated it many times since - during the TESTS this entity forced me to endure. (I implore you to read the entire posts here before replying\quizzing further as you may find I have already answered what u are about to ask)..

Je_sus the God system we are in.

But, 'he_(i)s_us' is just part of the whole system, that you human beings are in. After all you are all children, in Life, right? And, "jesus" is just a child, of God, correct?

I believe Jesus to be God incarnate as man. I also believe the sages know him and likely regard him as a brother.

God kicked my arse since 1997

Who and/or what is God, exactly?

ALL reality. ..and a bloke that used to be called Jesus - probably goes by 'Bob' or something now.

And, how could that Thing so-call 'kick the bottom' of a human being?

Not literally Age, I am stating God (wrath of God) fucked with me since 1997.

whenever I returned to the Tree of Know_LEDGE

When did you, supposedly, leave the so-called 'Tree of Know_LEDGE'?

Last time was 2022.

How do you return to the 'Tree of Know_LEDGE'? And, what even is some so-called 'Tree of Know_LEDGE', exactly?

2022 I had a big birthday bash headache (hungover) and asked a friend for some marijuana to ease the pain. The sage\God doesn't mind that - doesn't return me to HELL if I use it medicinally. However, I was given some more to take with me, and I used it for fun - I do enjoy being stoned.
Two weaks (fought night) of peace as usual - then "YOU'VE CROSSED THE LINE" is said - ---> HELL *and for 6 months instead of in earlier years only 3.

Here's my painting of The Tree of KNOW_LEDGE

- I saw a psychiatrist in 2017 to get the centrelink twats off of my back forcing me to look for work

So, you have been lying to the government of the country that you are 'currently' in, correct?

No, I told the psychiatrist very clearly that I am not mentally challenged, that it was God that was fucking with my reality.

Also, why do you not want to work, and why do you expect others to pay for you to live in what you do not consider even is 'your country'?

I have worked and paid taxes since the age of 14. I am now 52 and I do work when I want some extra dosh and if it's work I want to do.

- the psychiatrist stated "so you don't think there is anything mentally wrong with you?" I said absolutely nothing wrong with me, but define schizophrenia, maybe it's God screwing with people - he asked "ok so I'll put that down on the certificate?" - I said yes.

What is the name of that so-called "psychiatrist"?

There were about 8 of them in total - they get revolved. Once I got the insurance claims sorted I told them I got what I wanted and I no longer wanted to waste my time with them

There might be a lot of other adults who would like to get money, for nothing, and if all they also have to do is just ask that "psychiatrist" to 'just write something down', for them as well, then they might go and see 'that one'.

It's not as simple as that. I went through ACTUAL HELL for many many years. It's not my fault society doesn't believe GOD screws with people, and it's not my fault insurance companies listen to professionals that deem one schizophrenic because they don't believe in God

Also, have you ever considered that with and by some of the things that you say and claim here, and also saying and claiming, 'There is, absolutely, nothing wrong with me', then that is an, actual, sign to a "psychiatrist" that you, really, are not very well at all?

Mate. In my last job NEC - a very well paid IT position - when the letters on your screen start scrambling and people across the office yell out "DO ART" and you cannot concentrate because you have just told God he is a **** for not letting you do your job - so "he" brain blocks your synapses etc etc...mmm, at the time I assure you, I was not very well at all. I handed in my resignation and never looked back - it was not long after that when financially screwing myself by redrawing on a mortgage that was down to $5 - it started to go back to the thousands - I said to God\sage - you lot forced me out of work to do this stupid art crap - how about some money - a couple of days later $4500 was deposited in my bank account transaction title BT Portfolio. (ya Im sick man really sick)

Once he filled out some paperwork I made an insurance claim on two companies- I got payouts into superannuation - now worth $500,000 and increasing on average by 25%\year - self managed. Do the maths as to how much that will be worth in 10 years when I can cash it out without tax ..as Arthur Daley would say - it was a nice little earner - thanks God, he truly does work in mysterious ways.

So, do you, really, believe that by you 'lying and deceiving', which is obviously what you are trying to claim here, now, that this is just one of the so-called 'mysterious ways' that God, Itself, actually works?

If you had read the above, you'd know I have not been lying or deceiving anyone - I made it very clear my brain was not malfunctioning and that God exists and was fucking my REAL_IT_Y..!!

One of my best friends is a woman

Why do I constantly observe that when one is 'trying to justify' that they, "themselves", are not 'racist', 'homophobic', nor 'misogynistic', for example, then they like to say, and claim, that they have so-called "black", "gay", or "woman" friends, for example?

It's fucking obvious. If I was homophobic then why would I have gay\lesbian friends? If I was racist then why would I have so many very good friends of all sorts of races? ..etc..

Cross-dressers like Flashdangerpoo are so bigoted that they insist ANYONE that states they are opposed to MASS immigration and uncontrolled borders are RACIST - he, just like many in society that love to play the RACIST card ..it's there types that ironically perpetuate this entire RACE thang, whereas the rest of us don't give a flying fuck about the colour of peoples skin.

- she tells me everything and I keep it in confidence if she tells me to and she trusts me that I do. She is a graphic designer and did the layout for my book and the cover with no charge.

Well considering the lengths that you have previously gone to, to get things for free,

What lengths? Then blame God not me - I would NEVER wish what God put me through on ANYONE - there were times I considered I must have been Hitler in a previous life.

But, then again, you would not be that be intellectually deficient enough to openly admit that you have, and still are 'defrauding a system','made fraudulent insurance claims', while providing a link to your own personal website in the exact same thread on a public forum, would you?

AGAIN. Where have I been fraudulent?



NOW THEN, I HAVE ANSWERED TRUTHFULLY TO YOU..SO: Do you work full time?

[Age]

You're always going on about all the psychotic freaks walking the streets around you.

Maybe you should have worked harder in life so that you didn't have to live in a meth ghetto?

You..I mean 'they'.. are everywhere now, athough you probably wouldn't notice because insanity is normal to you. Lunatic asylums closed down all over the Western world. Gee. I wonder why that was??

Mmm probably because the UNI spawned "professional" morons that think they comprehend the human psyche of geniuses such as me as a mere psychotic imbalance are starting to real eyes - -- - - they know shite in comparison to our self analysis.

They had a revolving door of shrinks for me to go through - once I got what I wanted out of them (a wad load of cash) I told them I didn't need them anymore.

How long have you been this deceitful and manipulative, in Life?

And, why do you appear to feel so absolutely 'proud' that you have used human beings for your own obviously very greedy and very selfish traits?

Considering how, consciously, you claim that you have manipulated 'the system' for your own benefit only, which has obviously taken resources away from the Truly 'unwell', which you say and claim that 'you are not', at all, then what some might 'now' be seeing, and saying, is that 'this one' here known as "attofishpi" is showing and revealing one who is "psychotic" with a very strong 'narcissistic' trait'.

What some are also 'noticing' is just how much of a 'dunning-kruger effect' you are presenting here.

I will never forget the look on this fat very young shrinks face as she rocked in a 'defenceless' mode with her plump hands between her legs stating "I think we really should do another follow up in two months and see how you are tracking" - talking to be like I am an imbecile child - fucking moron - I said NO THANKS - I GOT WHAT I WANT OUT OF YOU SHRINKS----AND----THANKS VERY MUCH - C YA!!

If 'we' were to just change one letter only in this quote, then how much things change.

I mean that shrink in particular - had no idea of physics concepts when I spoke of God, no idea of David Chalmers - one of the foremost intellectuals on the study\comprehension of consciousness - ya know - something this woman should have some knowledge of - they (shrinks) are pathetic -just another job to shoot pharmaceutical pills down the throats of the naive - since that is ALL they are on average - a couple of the shrinks had open minds - but this one in particular - an atheist was dumb as fuck.

What a 'coincidence' that it was the so-called "atheist shrink" who was so-called 'dumb as fuck', to 'this one' here who is an "absolutist theist".

But, God, really, does work in 'mysterious ways', right "attofishpi"?

[Age]

Sure bahman - it's doubt like that which reminds me of Atla's insistence that I must have been confused that I was dreaming rather than what actually happened at work over a few days some years ago. Seems some people are so insistant that God does not exist that they find more ludicrous explanations to support their faith in atheism

Like I hinted before, I'm almost offended by how utterly bog-standard your psychosis is. Like I listen to it for 3 seconds and say yeah that sounds exactly like a textbook psychotic break. The exact same kind of hallucinations as usual, the exact same kind of finding hidden meanings in words as usual, the exact same kind of denial and unawareness as usual, the exact same kind of belief as usual that you are playing the system and keep dodging what 'they' want and that it's all about you.

Do you have any idea how tedious that is? Jesus Christ man come up with something new. Be original, be different. Make it hard for us to figure it out. Have more interesting hallucinations and quirks. At least throw out the gay dude God that's making your reality a hell and replace it with a Goddess. Would be much better for you, why are you so cruel to yourself.

You belittle me with "bog standard psychosis"..and admit to listening to a mere "3 seconds" - you haven't delved into shite of what I am talking about.

I have by asking you about how a Thing, which you claim created the Universe, Itself, is an 'artificial intelligence' that was obviously created by some thing within the Creation that is the Universe, Itself.

And, for some reason you do not want to delve into, and discuss, this, correct?

I have never "hallucinated" beyond God providing a reasonable reason prior as to what then followed when IT projected - a 'hallucination'

So, absolutely any one has to say, when they have 'hallucinated', or have been diagnosed with some form of psychosis, by a "psychiatrist", is that the 'hallucination' was just some thing God did, and 'placed' or 'set about', 'for me'.

Seriously though, do you honestly believe there is nothing beyond the bricks and mortar makeup of the reality that you perceive?

Is it truly such a leap to consider that there may indeed be an intelligence, a God, capable of portraying anything to those 5 sensory inputs to your consciousness? My theory is that God is the dark eneygy\matter operating below the perceivable planck scale.

Obviously 'behind' all 'matter' there is 'energy'.

Some might call this a 'Life force', while a far better wording, and explanation, is that 'It/Life', Itself, never ever 'forces', but guides, or even instructs, through 'energy', and not 'force'.

As absolutely all of you human beings are absolutely 'free' to consider 'this'.

PS. I ate from the Tree of Know_LEDGE (fruit of good and evil) and endured far more of the EVIL side of God - that now I have learned ALL I can from it without facing a fate worse than death - thus - will never return to it.

1. Who has not so-called 'at from the Tree of Know_LEDGE'?

2. Why do you believe that you have learned, absolutely, ALL you could here?

PPS. I am nearly in heaven (mode).

What does this mean?

Do you, really, believe that because 'you are nearly dead' that 'you are nearly in heaven'?

[attofishpi]

AGE: PLEASE re-edit your post so that you are not quoting bahman as me - bahman didn't state any of that - I did. (and you mention the Dunning-Kruger effect - imbecile, learn to quote as priority 1.

PS. The post above the post above FFS.

PPS: NOW THEN, I HAVE ANSWERED TRUTHFULLY TO YOU..SO: Do you (or have you ever) worked full time?

[Age]

I analyse minds - I bounce my ideas off of others and see what their analysis comes up with.

OK, well, if you're getting something you want out of the responses above, I can understand in an abstract way the choice to post it.

Oh, but you know I am not. I am getting a skim of the surface and pigeon holed to suit people's preconceived ideas about REAL_IT_Y.

Just about absolutely every one here has a 'different' preconceived idea about;

1. Reality.

2. The word 'reality'.

And some do not even have absolutely any idea about what the letters and symbols 'REAL_IT_Y' are even meant to mean or meant to be referring to, exactly?

If someone was truly willing to delve in, fathom the depths where fathoming of what I am talking about and apply their intelligence - well, then we may get somewhere.

Okay. 'I' am ABSOLUTELY Truly willing, and Wanting, to delve into absolutely EVERY thing here.

So, let 'us' begin "attofishpi".

Now, are you 'trying to' imply, or claim, above here that you do not 'look at', 'see', and/or so-call 'pigeon hole' things from your own already obtained 'perceived ideas' here?

Also, why, exactly, do you say and write, 'REAL_IT_Y', instead of just saying and writing 'reality'?

Let 'us' Truly begin to delve into things here.

[Age]

It's a straight up question. We can even go beyond the black box gedankenexperiment. Let's assume you are correct in your interpretation of what happened. Why post it here?

I analyse minds - I bounce my ideas off of others and see what their analysis comes up with.

If you so-call 'analyse minds', then what are 'minds', exactly?

If one claims to 'analyse' some thing, then, surely, they know what 'it' is, exactly?

Or, when you say and claim that 'you analyse minds', do you mean that you do this so that you can then work out and discover what 'minds' even actually are, exactly?

Certainly, of course, I'd like to persuade those that have an open mind and are actually going to spend more than Atlas' three seconds to comprehend that I am not BOG STANDARD.

So, you are 'trying to' 'persuade', only those with a so-called 'open mind' that 'you', "attofishpi" are not so-called "bog standard", right?

...also, if there is a God that permeates ALL matter - do you and others interested in God, want to comprehend it?

Is there a God that permeates ALL matter, or not?

Also, and by the way, I think you might have missed, misinterpreted, or misunderstood the actual clarifying question posed, and asked, to you, here.

Which was;
Why post that, supposed, 'metal things' turned into 'plastic things', in a box when you were 'not looking'? Even if this is what actually did, or did not, happen and occur?

If you, as you say here, posted 'this' to 'analyse minds', then what have you ascertained, so far?

And, will you inform 'us' of whether what you claimed happened actually did happen, or not?

Or, will you keep 'this' 'a secret', as you are, still, 'analyzing minds' here?

[Age]

Oh, but you know I am not.

I wouldn't say I know you are not. I find it hard to imagine you're getting what you want, but then I don't know what you want or why, really.

I am getting a skim of the surface and pigeon holed to suit people's preconceived ideas about REAL_IT_Y.

Which is pretty predicatable. Hence my questions.

If someone was truly willing to delve in, fathom the depths where fathoming of what I am talking about and apply their intelligence - well, then we may get somewhere.

Well, you have Bahman who already believes in such phenomena and then you have skeptics who question your insanity.

But some like "accelafine" might say that it is not the 'insanity' that needs to be questioned here.

Other people might be interested but then, all they can really get is a story about an anomaly or something you think is one. They can't get at the actual experience. They can't have it through your description. So, we have a story with an interpretation. There's not much they can actually do with that, open mind, potentially open mind, closed mind....regardless.

If one was to assume that you are correct here in your interpretation "iwannaplato", why post it here?

[Age]

..pretty certain you with your insatiable misery are on a path for suicide. There were times I thought you had the intellect for more, but alas ---the great gurgler of life awaits silly miserable hateful slags as U.

I mean, this is where posting this has led to. It seems to me if a deity tossed a miracle your way, it wouldn't be for the purpose of calling a woman a hateful slag. What the hell do your fantasies about her sexual behavior, and your hatred of whatever you think it is, have to do with anything?

Have you forgotten, "attofishpi" is 'analyzing minds' here.

[Age]

If someone was truly willing to delve in, fathom the depths where fathoming of what I am talking about and apply their intelligence - well, then we may get somewhere.

Well, you have Bahman who already believes in such phenomena and then you have skeptics who question your insanity. Other people might be interested but then, all they can really get is a story about an anomaly or something you think is one. They can't get at the actual experience. They can't have it through your description. So, we have a story with an interpretation. There's not much they can actually do with that, open mind, potentially open mind, closed mind....regardless.

The red bit, does the logic work both ways - are they questioning my insanity or sanity?

Great question "attofishpi".

[Age]

..pretty certain you with your insatiable misery are on a path for suicide. There were times I thought you had the intellect for more, but alas ---the great gurgler of life awaits silly miserable hateful slags as U.

I mean, this is where posting this has led to. It seems to me if a deity tossed a miracle your way, it wouldn't be for the purpose of calling a woman a hateful slag. What the hell do your fantasies about her sexual behavior, and your hatred of whatever you think it is, have to do with anything?

*fantasies of sexual behaviour WTF are u talking about?

Not interested. Veg (accefaline) spends ALL her time with me slaggin me off insisting I am insane. Not sure Y either of us should concern ourselves with her - I have lost ALL respect for her where once I would go into bat for her where clear misogynists would condescend to her - no longer shall i bother.

Will you, and/or "accelafine", provide copy and pasted quotes, or links, to where this has, supposedly, taken place?

It would be wise to ignore the batshit crazy woman, it serves no intellectual purpose.

Does it serve any purpose to pay attention to a so-called "batshit crazy man"?

[Age]

I am getting a skim of the surface and pigeon holed to suit people's preconceived ideas about REAL_IT_Y.

Which is pretty predicatable. Hence my questions.

Y don't U ask me pertinent questions about the God system?

If God, Itself, has revealed Its Self, to you, as you claim It has, then who and/or what is God, exactly?

[attofishpi]

Mmm probably because the UNI spawned "professional" morons that think they comprehend the human psyche of geniuses such as me as a mere psychotic imbalance are starting to real eyes - -- - - they know shite in comparison to our self analysis.

They had a revolving door of shrinks for me to go through - once I got what I wanted out of them (a wad load of cash) I told them I didn't need them anymore.

How long have you been this deceitful and manipulative, in Life?

You clearly have some misconceived consideration that I have been deceiving and manipulative of someone\something...care to explain how I have deceived and been manipulative? - understand that ALL humans manipulate others in everyday interactions, it's our nature.

Even when we are waiting for a steak sandwich to be made, we might say something like "Hey, I've been told your steak sandwiches are the best around here" - that is a form of manipulation to perhaps induce the person making it, no matter how shit their day has been, to put that extra effort in to live up to the expectation of making a great sandwich. comprehende?

Again, I never DECEIVED anyone and yes, I got what I wanted out of the system that the powers that be setup - I'd be a fool to not take any advantage of what I am ENTITLED TO ---- you fool.

[Iwannaplato]

Other people might be interested but then, all they can really get is a story about an anomaly or something you think is one. They can't get at the actual experience. They can't have it through your description. So, we have a story with an interpretation. There's not much they can actually do with that, open mind, potentially open mind, closed mind....regardless.

If one was to assume that you are correct here in your interpretation "iwannaplato", why post it here?

I was desribing a specific situation, with a specific kind of communication he was engaging in and saying what I thought the limitations were and contrasting his claimed/implied intent with that.