Hermit Philosopher wrote: ↑Thu Sep 08, 2022 3:52 pm
But, is it problems with research methodology that you are interested in…?
Humbly
Hermit
Ok, so my experience with psychiatrists goes like this, just so you can comprehend what I see as a fail in whatever methdology they employ:-
In late 2017 I get forced out of a really good job in IT by God - scrambling letters on my screen - "people" in the office calling out "do art" (of course, it's not them doing it) ...this is 20 years since first gaining knowledge of God's existence (1997)
So, I'm like screw this, I can't do the job anymore, clearly this entity is forcing me to do art - sounds rather dandy - the office job was rather boring. I resigned.
Financially I was in an ok position - I owed about $200 on my mortgage - just kept it open so I could withdraw if ever required - like now, having no job.
So I start doing paintings. And my mortgage is going in the wrong direction, the government job agency keeps telling me to apply for X number of jobs per week.
So I say to God\sage - how about giving me some money - you forced me out of work! Well, a couple of days later I see a deposit of $4500 in my bank with the transaction title: "BT - Portfolio" -- BT is my initials.
Do you think I am going to phone the bank and say "Hey, whats going on here!?" - nah!!
Anyway, the job agencies are really pissing me off so I think..mmm, maybe I go see a psychiatrist and they can get the job search agency off my back.
So. I take a small folder of the art I am working on (A4 prints of photos) and go to see a Govt psychiatrist. I explain stuff which is obviously insane - hearing God speaking and a sage speaking from the aether, wanting you to do art...bla bla..
After he told me he can give me a 3 month sick certificate to keep centrelink (govt job thingy) off my back....I said to him, so for me to get this certificate I have to deal with psychiatrist and take pills - I can't just deal with a psychologist?
- He says, that's right a govt requirement...adding...So you don't think there is anything mentally wrong with you?
- I said I know there is nothing wrong with me, beyond a God screwing with my reality to do this bloody art project!
- He says, well I've got to put something down on this certificate
- I say - so define schizophrenia, maybe it's God fucking with people!
- He glances at me, so I'll put down schizophrenia then?
- Sure!
Ok, so no issue with that. But every >2 months I had to see a shrink again to get another 3 month cert. And they rotate the shrinks - so I'd have to explain everything again, just reading the file of my "insanity" wasn't sufficient. Indeed, some of these 'professionals' really had little idea of philosophical stuff, and concepts with re to physics etc...so this is part of my point - THERE WAS NO RATIONAL DEBATE permitted. (I won't say what happened to the pills!!)
For example, the accounts above - re the cars with ANGER MANAGEMENT - the snickers bar with FOOLISH - and any reasoning I gave with the sychronicity of events that either I am lying OR the professional listening to me doesn't comprehend logic (of course, it was neither of those)
To sum up.
"Methodology" appears to be this - you hear, see things that the medical professional cannot explain or comprehend - without ALSO having those experiences (and accounts of God are not permitted, that is irrational) - then, you are delusional - take these pills.
As above, there appeared to be no WOW, factor or actual listening to my accounts...and certainly...no room for philosophical debate!
So truly, I guess I should not have opened this account above with what I see as "a fail" - since I got what I wanted out of the shrinks - God works in mysterious ways - I do what I want, I'm free - I paint - whatever!!
