Iwannaplato wrote: ↑Thu Aug 25, 2022 4:16 pm
Dontaskme wrote: ↑Thu Aug 25, 2022 2:41 pm
Iwannaplato wrote: ↑Thu Aug 25, 2022 2:27 pm
OK, on the 24th you were still suffering,
I don't think I was.
I mean, I don't know. I can only go by what you say. On the 24th you said...
Pain is disgusting, there is here a hatred for pain. There is here a hatred for being an alive sentient feeler of pain. Life for this one here is endless suffering, but it is what it is, and there is nothing this one here can do about the 'WHAT IS' especially the pain experience. If I could do something about pain, I would be in a position to abort my life before I am born.
Yes, I said that, and I meant it. I cannot do anything about the pain experience, but I can certainly do something about the suffering it causes me. I can allow it to be there, without being overwhelmed and depressed about it. The ''what is'' is just what's happening and there is nothing I can do about that.
Pain is disgusting, so what...I hate pain. Pain will always be here in life, and it seems like life is endless suffering. What has that got to do with me saying that suffering has ended for me?
Just to clarify...I do not suffer my suffering anymore, suffering arises in me, but I do not suffer it. The suffering does not overwhelm me to the point I want to kill myself to escape it, or take drugs to suppress it, or drink myself to death to escape it, or jump off the nearest cliff. I am able to not suffer my suffering and keep myself sane and healthy. It never takes me over, it does not get the better of me, it does not win....I win.
Suffering arises in me, and is why I say life is endless suffering....BUT IT DOES NOT OVERWHELM ME..or kill me.
I do not SUFFER my suffering....does that make sense ?
Suffering arises, but I understand it's presence will be temporal and not a permanent presence ... I understand suffering to be part of being alive...but I do not suffer my suffering, I allow it to be there, knowing it will pass, like that saying...this too will pass.
Hope that clears that up, if not...I do not care.