fear of jobs and fear of life.
- GreatandWiseTrixie
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fear of jobs and fear of life.
when i drive down the road and see a "We are hiring" i feel a pain in my chest and back and get afraid. the thought of being locked in a building all day doing repetitive tasks makes my legs feel weak like vertigo. and then i think about suicide.
in church they thank god each morning for letting them wake up another day.
but how could they die? death cannot occur. when i wake up each morning i realize my own immortality. i never fall into the dank dreams i always wished i had. i want to fall into the dank dreams. i used to pray to Jehovah that i would not wake. that i would have my dank dreams.
i think about my father. my father works like a slave at his job struggling to pay rent. it is litterally slavery. all the people their are zombies, falling asleep standing up like horses. this is not okay and i am not okay. we must stand up and say we are not okay. if they fall asleep they will be fired by the nazi corporate Ebeneezer scrooge totalitarian dictatorship known as american society, and become destitute homeless. what a world what a world. this is not okay and i am not okay. we must stand up and say we are not okay. We cannot even elect our presidents. we have forced rigged elections..the people do not even have power, the electoral college will veto it so it does not matter who the people vote. Not that the people (the sheeple) even have the brains to vote for the right person. and the city looks like a dump. this is mental and physical slavery.
this is not okay and i am not okay. we must stand up and say we are not okay.
in church they thank god each morning for letting them wake up another day.
but how could they die? death cannot occur. when i wake up each morning i realize my own immortality. i never fall into the dank dreams i always wished i had. i want to fall into the dank dreams. i used to pray to Jehovah that i would not wake. that i would have my dank dreams.
i think about my father. my father works like a slave at his job struggling to pay rent. it is litterally slavery. all the people their are zombies, falling asleep standing up like horses. this is not okay and i am not okay. we must stand up and say we are not okay. if they fall asleep they will be fired by the nazi corporate Ebeneezer scrooge totalitarian dictatorship known as american society, and become destitute homeless. what a world what a world. this is not okay and i am not okay. we must stand up and say we are not okay. We cannot even elect our presidents. we have forced rigged elections..the people do not even have power, the electoral college will veto it so it does not matter who the people vote. Not that the people (the sheeple) even have the brains to vote for the right person. and the city looks like a dump. this is mental and physical slavery.
this is not okay and i am not okay. we must stand up and say we are not okay.
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Re: fear of jobs and fear of life.
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Like the post overall.
A little scattered but enough theme throughout.
If you would have made it more of a question or brought-in a hard example of what you mean you would have had a response by now.
Good overall. I like!
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Like the post overall.
A little scattered but enough theme throughout.
If you would have made it more of a question or brought-in a hard example of what you mean you would have had a response by now.
Good overall. I like!
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Gary Childress
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I know how you feel. I was out of work for almost 3 years due to illness and returning to the workforce is daunting. I feel like I'm a soldier who got wounded in the trenches and is now fit enough to be sent back to those same trenches again. But I'm taking it bit gradually. I started with volunteering. Now I'm working part-time at a non-desk job. Eventually I'm hoping to get accustomed to working a desk job again because "desk jobs" seem to be the only ones I'm qualified for that pay well. I wish I had a skill so I could work in the "field" but going to a trade school is too much money and I make a lousy student anyway.GreatandWiseTrixie wrote:when i drive down the road and see a "We are hiring" i feel a pain in my chest and back and get afraid. the thought of being locked in a building all day doing repetitive tasks makes my legs feel weak like vertigo. and then i think about suicide.
in church they thank god each morning for letting them wake up another day.
but how could they die? death cannot occur. when i wake up each morning i realize my own immortality. i never fall into the dank dreams i always wished i had. i want to fall into the dank dreams. i used to pray to Jehovah that i would not wake. that i would have my dank dreams.
i think about my father. my father works like a slave at his job struggling to pay rent. it is litterally slavery. all the people their are zombies, falling asleep standing up like horses. this is not okay and i am not okay. we must stand up and say we are not okay. if they fall asleep they will be fired by the nazi corporate Ebeneezer scrooge totalitarian dictatorship known as american society, and become destitute homeless. what a world what a world. this is not okay and i am not okay. we must stand up and say we are not okay. We cannot even elect our presidents. we have forced rigged elections..the people do not even have power, the electoral college will veto it so it does not matter who the people vote. Not that the people (the sheeple) even have the brains to vote for the right person. and the city looks like a dump. this is mental and physical slavery.
this is not okay and i am not okay. we must stand up and say we are not okay.
Re: fear of jobs and fear of life.
GreatandWiseTrixie wrote:when i drive down the road and see a "We are hiring" i feel a pain in my chest and back and get afraid. the thought of being locked in a building all day doing repetitive tasks makes my legs feel weak like vertigo. and then i think about suicide.
in church they thank god each morning for letting them wake up another day.
but how could they die? death cannot occur. when i wake up each morning i realize my own immortality. i never fall into the dank dreams i always wished i had. i want to fall into the dank dreams. i used to pray to Jehovah that i would not wake. that i would have my dank dreams.
i think about my father. my father works like a slave at his job struggling to pay rent. it is litterally slavery. all the people their are zombies, falling asleep standing up like horses. this is not okay and i am not okay. we must stand up and say we are not okay. if they fall asleep they will be fired by the nazi corporate Ebeneezer scrooge totalitarian dictatorship known as american society, and become destitute homeless. what a world what a world. this is not okay and i am not okay. we must stand up and say we are not okay. We cannot even elect our presidents. we have forced rigged elections..the people do not even have power, the electoral college will veto it so it does not matter who the people vote. Not that the people (the sheeple) even have the brains to vote for the right person. and the city looks like a dump. this is mental and physical slavery.
this is not okay and i am not okay. we must stand up and say we are not okay.
What are your dank dreams? Or your dreams? (I mean, the things you want to do).
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tDcGKFOtSMU
Re: fear of jobs and fear of life.
Man this is so true and it is really sad.
Re: fear of jobs and fear of life.
GreatandWiseTrixie , all true but do the least bad option. The alternative is worse.
Re: fear of jobs and fear of life.
Nothing like working outside in the fresh air under a blue sky and a friendly sun.
Quality of life is a significant part of the compensation package.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KvDpiUD3lJs
Quality of life is a significant part of the compensation package.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KvDpiUD3lJs
Re: fear of jobs and fear of life.
Today, in many countries, USA is one of them, is "easy" for many people to have a "good" life. What I mean is, work, but you'll have money, and you can spend it in yourself. Your parents had kids, that's a lot of money, just by not having kids, they would have need to earn half of the money they earned.
In society, you have nearly all what you have, done by other people. Without other people, it would be difficult even to get food. You can use other people, you can use rocks and build your own home... but, if nobody takes care of you, you have to work to have things, and no matter how much you work, even if you were a slave, living with other people will give you more than being alone.
Common people don't like to work. (but they learn soon enough that they have to work), and nearly everybody try to get the most they can from other people, giving the less they can. That's one of the main reasons why everybody are "zombies" (also, seeing them like zombies make easy to take the result of their work), being good is never enough, cause common people only pay if they feel that they have no choice but paying. Life isn't pink, for anybody, I'm happy that I didn't borned as a king though.
What do you like to do? what do you want to do? Living without working? What do you understand by work? anyway It's not so difficult, just earn money enough to live using it, look for somebody who wants to take care of you, or whatever. Is easy is to earn momey if you don't mind how. What do you want, people to take care of you for free like your parents?
In society, you have nearly all what you have, done by other people. Without other people, it would be difficult even to get food. You can use other people, you can use rocks and build your own home... but, if nobody takes care of you, you have to work to have things, and no matter how much you work, even if you were a slave, living with other people will give you more than being alone.
Common people don't like to work. (but they learn soon enough that they have to work), and nearly everybody try to get the most they can from other people, giving the less they can. That's one of the main reasons why everybody are "zombies" (also, seeing them like zombies make easy to take the result of their work), being good is never enough, cause common people only pay if they feel that they have no choice but paying. Life isn't pink, for anybody, I'm happy that I didn't borned as a king though.
What do you like to do? what do you want to do? Living without working? What do you understand by work? anyway It's not so difficult, just earn money enough to live using it, look for somebody who wants to take care of you, or whatever. Is easy is to earn momey if you don't mind how. What do you want, people to take care of you for free like your parents?
- GreatandWiseTrixie
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Re: fear of jobs and fear of life.
well, my main job should be supreme ruler of the planet, I could give society utopia, but they refuse to acknowledge me as their saviour. For their rebellion I conduct a war of attrition against them, refusing to contribute to society until payment is fulfilled. This is all for the greater good of humanity.TSBU wrote: ↑Mon Nov 21, 2016 1:39 pm Today, in many countries, USA is one of them, is "easy" for many people to have a "good" life. What I mean is, work, but you'll have money, and you can spend it in yourself. Your parents had kids, that's a lot of money, just by not having kids, they would have need to earn half of the money they earned.
In society, you have nearly all what you have, done by other people. Without other people, it would be difficult even to get food. You can use other people, you can use rocks and build your own home... but, if nobody takes care of you, you have to work to have things, and no matter how much you work, even if you were a slave, living with other people will give you more than being alone.
Common people don't like to work. (but they learn soon enough that they have to work), and nearly everybody try to get the most they can from other people, giving the less they can. That's one of the main reasons why everybody are "zombies" (also, seeing them like zombies make easy to take the result of their work), being good is never enough, cause common people only pay if they feel that they have no choice but paying. Life isn't pink, for anybody, I'm happy that I didn't borned as a king though.
What do you like to do? what do you want to do? Living without working? What do you understand by work? anyway It's not so difficult, just earn money enough to live using it, look for somebody who wants to take care of you, or whatever. Is easy is to earn momey if you don't mind how. What do you want, people to take care of you for free like your parents?