Re: Reincarnation
Posted: Fri Dec 16, 2022 11:30 am
Although the experience could be considered 'spontaneous' in some sense, as it comes on very quick, and only lasts from between a part of a second to maybe two or three at the most, as I have not mastered the experience any longer yet, the Truly blissful experience comes from just 'NOT thinking'.Belinda wrote: ↑Wed Dec 14, 2022 11:59 pmPlease tell me how you got that blissful experience, Age. Or was the experience spontaneous?Age wrote: ↑Sun Dec 11, 2022 1:02 amWhile being 'awake' and 'aware', without 'thought', as 'you' are saying and explaining here, 'memory' is just 'thought' after all, I found to be the most Truly BLISSFUL 'experience'.popeye1945 wrote: ↑Sun Dec 11, 2022 12:30 am
My personal experience was having repeated experiences but relatively brief before memory came flooding back to me.
Some just call this 'thought free Awareness'.popeye1945 wrote: ↑Sun Dec 11, 2022 12:30 am The initial experience is feeling the vitality of life with no burdens of memory to define who or what you are.
But I found that AFTER I KNEW what thee ACTUAL and IRREFUTABLE answer to the question, Who am 'I'?' IS EXACTLY, that I can NOW 'feel' the ABSOLUTE VITALITY of ALL of Life, WITH 'memory'. But, as 'you' were SAYING, WITHOUT the 'memory/thoughts' the experience is PURE BLISS.
However, I have found and learned that 'memory', or 'thoughts' of the past, provide 'I' with ACTUAL PROOF, which is necessary to KNOW 'things', FOR SURE.
I, NOW, do NOT use 'memory/thought', first, to LOOK AT and SEE 'the world', because of the 'disorientation' and 'distortion' doing so can cause and create, so INSTEAD I LOOK AT and SEE 'the world' in 'thought free Awareness', or just through thee Truly OPEN Mind, and THEN use 'past experiences', 'thought', or 'memory' to VERIFY or DISPROVE what I am LOOKING AT and/or OBSERVING.
But there is only 'weight', or 'confusion', there in 'you' because 'you' do NOT YET KNOW who NOR what 'you' NOR 'I' am, EXACTLY.
But 'you' are Right the 'weight' is TAKEN OFF when just NOT 'thinking', and there is NO 'memory', and so NO 'thing' to DISTRACT, nor DISTORT, thee ACTUAL BEAUTY of 'living', and 'being alive', itself.But in absolute 'thought free Awareness' there is NO disorientation AT ALL. This is because there is ONLY absolute Awareness, happening.popeye1945 wrote: ↑Sun Dec 11, 2022 12:30 am Lasting for a longer period no doubt would be alarming, complete disorientation,
It is the actual False, Wrong, or Incorrect 'thought' or 'thinking', in other words, it is having 'memory', which do NOT answer questions, like, for example, who am I? which is what causes confusion, distortion, distraction, and disorientation here.Yes it was for 'me' too. That was, UNTIL these 'things' here become MUCH CLEARER and/or absolutely CRYSTAL CLEAR, one of which was; Coming-to-KNOW thy 'I', which HAD BEEN completely 'anonymous', PREVIOUSLY.popeye1945 wrote: ↑Sun Dec 11, 2022 12:30 am but it would still be an anonymous I that is disoriented and certainly in the long-term unpleasant.
By the way "popeye1945", THANK YOU for the further explanation and elaboration. This further explanation/elaboration made, what you said previous, far CLEARER and made far MORE SENSE to 'me' now.
Which I later discovered is just the goal of 'mediation' really. That is; being Truly 'thought free', while still being Awake, or Aware.
See, I had come to realize just how much 'thought' (or 'chatter' as some call that 'voice' within) was going on, and 'I' decided to control 'it', instead of the other way around. To do this 'I' would just 'say', 'Stop thinking'. (And this 'one' that spoke or said 'stop thinking' is NOT the 'thoughts', the 'chatter', or sometimes referred to 'the voice' within.
So, when thee 'I' would have control and STOP 'the thinking' going on, then a Truly BLISSFUL experience/sensation would, as some might say, 'come all over me'. This experience was so powerful that actually a smile would come across the face of this body.
Now, AGAIN, this experience has only lasted for a very few seconds, but when it does, it is VERY REWARDING, and actually VERY REENERGIZING as well.
Also, and from what I have learned, 'saying', 'Think of nothing', as it might be said in some meditation class achieves the VERY OPPOSITE.
What I have found is that BEFORE ANY one even starts to consider 'meditation', 'mindfulness', 'stopping the chatter', or any of the other terms and phrases that refer to just 'stopping the thinking' arising, that actually most if not ALL adults are not even aware of just how much thought actually arises within the body or head.
Once one can 'step back' and RECOGNIZE and NOTICE just how much 'thinking' there really is going on, then it is much easier and simpler to 'control' and/or to 'ponder over'.
Now, back to 'meditation class' and when one is interested to do 'meditation', then at first instead of 'stopping the chatter' what actually occurs is when the 'noise' is tried to be stopped, then there 'appears' to be far more than before. Really there is NO more NOR any less 'chatter' going on, it is that the 'chatter' is only NOW being made AWARE OF. Through the 'art', for lack of a better word here now, 'sitting still' 'with one's thoughts', actually makes 'one' NOTICE the 'thoughts' much more. Which is counterproductive because the point of 'meditation' was to 'calm the thoughts'. And, being 'with thoughts' is just sitting there NOTICING or REALIZING 'them', or WATCHING or OBSERVING 'them' coming and going, which is all VERY GOOD for LEARNING and UNDERSTANDING MORE, but it is NOT exactly BLISSFUL by any means. Especially when a LOT of 'thoughts' are associated with 'shame' and what I could have done better, in the past, or associated with 'worry', about what is going to happen in the future, or associated with all of the other so-called 'negative' feelings in Life.
During 'meditation' or 'meditation class', as far as I am aware, I have NEVER done EITHER really, 'students' are told, and even the 'instructor/teacher' "themself" are telling "themselves", to 'think of nothing', which, obviously, just produces MORE 'thinking', which I found is the EXACT OPPOSITE of True 'Mind-full-ness', where thee Truly BLISS-FULL 'experience' comes from.
To just STOP 'thinking' completely and FULLY, while in the AWOKEN state, showed 'me' how there is absolutely NOTHING AT ALL to fear after the body STOPS 'breathing', STOPS 'pumping blood', and STOPS 'thinking'. Although 'the body' will NOT be an AWAKEN state, the Consciousness that is BEHIND 'the thinking', which is ABLE to STOP 'the thinking', is SITTING IN that PURE and Truly BLISSFUL PLACE, ALWAYS. Which, as some might say, is WHERE 'we' ALL 'end up going to', anyway.
Now, WHY is it that 'we', adult human beings are so often 'sad', 'upset', 'worried', 'concerned', 'fearful', 'complaining', et cetera?
It is BECAUSE of the 'thinking', within the head or body.
The EXACT SAME, however, could be said WHY is it that 'we', adult human beings, become 'happy', 'excited', 'pleased', et cetera?
AGAIN, it is BECAUSE of the 'thinking', within the head or body. But, with these so-called and Wrongly called 'good' or 'positive' emotions is that when they come, they usually do not last for that long, and NEVER for 'long enough' and are quickly replaced with the also Wrongly labeled and called 'bad' or 'negative' emotions BECAUSE of, and SOLELY BECAUSE, of the 'thoughts' and 'thinking' going on, within. Which is RARELY, if EVER, REALLY being RECOGNIZED and NOTICED.
Take AWAY ALL 'thoughts' ALTOGETHER, and what is left is a 'feeling' of ABSOLUTE and True 'contentment', which, in itself, is WHERE 'the experience' of BLISSFULNESS arises and comes from, EXACTLY. That is; thee 'I' is 'happy', again for lack of a better word, in the HERE and the NOW, with EXACTLY HOW EVERY thing is EXACTLY HOW IS, the WAY 'It' IS.
A 'long winded' response, but hopefully clarified a bit.
There is FAR MORE to CLARIFY and ELABORATE ON, if wanted.
But, in short, how I got that 'blissfulness experience' is through by just 'STOP thinking', completely. And, by the way, this includes even STOPPING the 'thinking' that controls 'the breathing', which is why I think I can only do or control and STOP 'thinking' for a few seconds at a time at the moment. The 'process/thought' that just NATURALLY controls human bodies, or human life, to just do what 'it' does, NATURALLY, like, breathing, for example, are just SO NATURAL, that they do NOT even get NOTICED.
But there is, OBVIOUSLY, SOME 'thing', which are called 'thoughts' here, which is 'telling' the body' WHEN ''to breathe in', and WHEN 'to breathe out', just like there is some 'thing', another 'thought', which is telling each foot, each time, to move forward, literally, 'one step at a time', every time 'the body' is wanted to 'go', somewhere.
So, to 'say', 'STOP thinking' means to, literally, STOP ALL 'thinking' AND ALL 'thoughts' ALTOGETHER, and NOT just SOME of 'them'.