.Without this capacity to choose to act, we return to the position of passive observers, even of our own words and actions. I greatly dislike this position, but I'm not sure how to get out of it. Normally, I manage by forgetting about it, and proceeding as though I had a power of choosing
Thundril, Notvaka I agree with your descrptions of the situation; couldnt have said it better.
And, though it seems that you proably have come upon it, in that we cannot 'know' what this reality we come upon is, it must be a discusive problem. Not so much a 'reality' problem.
Discourse reduces itself to paradox and contradiction. I may say I forget about the argument when I am actually going about my life, by I do not. 'Forget' is just a manner of speaking about what goes on for me. Just like 'Choice'. Anything I say reduces upon other definitions that are supposed to gain for us some answer of 'knowing' (that is 'truth'), but never quite does.
For myself (the subject) I have some center of truth from which I am speaking to you, but it is not dependant upon what is said, what is said is dependant upon lanaguage's ability to express what I intuituvely 'know' as true. It is amorphis, but it is there. it is only a matter of 'how to say it' so that others may understand what "I" mean in my truth, such that others may also express thier truth, so "we" might come to some 'truth' of 'our' universe of reality and truth. even if I conceed that discourse does establish me, this too is a manner of speaking.
Sadly, I fear that We (humanity) will ever come to some 'grand, awakening' truth as a whole; I do not think this can ever occur, since, such a 'comeing upon' has to do with how we speak, and mosty people do not engage with such introspection or analysis of reality. It has to do then with one's innate orientation upon reality, an orientation that always reduces the spoken meaning to itself, while withholding itself in its own expression.
I can say that I am free, but such freedom is an expression of boundary. Whether or not I conclude myself with freedom or with boundary can constitue a choice, but there is not 'real' choice, I merely know and act as I do. These terms are merely part of discourse. If I say: "But I am really free..." I am entering myself into a conditional reality of discourse, reckoned by what terms may be posed with it -- even though I may 'know' that I am free, as soon as I say it, I am bound. And even as i say this, a most probable remark wound be; "well then you are not really free because your freedom is bound by discourse" or eventually, "if there is no discourse then you would not exist as a human".
Thus, it seems to me, what we might be talking about is more how I justify this boundary ?.? and what does this say of reality?
And how does this relate to ethics and morality?