LOL It would not matter at all if the Universe, as a whole, is selfish, and that is just simply because there is only One Universe. So, even if It could be, and is, selfish, there is no other thing missing out nor being abused.
So, it would not matter, at all, if the Universe, and/or Mind, were 'egotistical' and/or selfish, because 'I', God/Mind/Universe, is the only One, and thus is, as a whole, the only One that could, and would, benefit, anyway.
1. you claim that the 'seer' can not 'see' itself.
2. you claim that killing things is loving.
Again, nothing follows, logically.
Once more, so many conflicting contradictions, here.