Lacewing wrote: ↑Tue May 13, 2025 7:03 pm
attofishpi wrote: ↑Wed Apr 30, 2025 11:41 pm
..bored in an airport
Poor ol' Harbal does get a bashing these days!
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..and play a little more. I am going to make it an ambition to one day accompany you rolling in the grass, laughing between taking mouthfuls of chocolate. If you find the thought of this off putting I would just like to add that I am not particularly hairy and am prepared to apply a liberal ...
I miss Harbal. I would roll around in the grass laughing with him anytime.
People are too fucking serious these days.
We're all just travelers passing through... looking to share some joy and connection, yes?
It doesn't have to be so hard.
Would it surprise you to know that the man you’d love to roll around in the grass with, laughing. Actually doesn’t feel the same about you. And why did you think it was necessary to tell everyone you’re guilty pleasure, already knowing the heartbreak I’ve experienced with Harbal.
I spent glorious hours with Harbal, his sex was on fire, other worldly, in fact. But that’s all there was to it, it was a trauma bonding experience. So it was doomed from the start. We were driven by lust and were both drawn to the alluring temptations for just a brief moment of wanting to feel loved and desired by another human being. Everything else was just a pretentious attempt to be a loved up couple, which was tediously boring and energy draining.
We discussed the connection you both shared in the past lacewing. But things are not always what they seem are they lacewing. People will only show you one side of their face to your face. But then humans are fickle creatures driven by selfish whims because He told me a completely different story, he said that the connection you both shared had ended on a sour note, and that you had been considerably callous with him. He also told me that in real life, you lacewing, were never going to be his cup of tea. He insisted it was someone like me who he preferred.He actually told me he loved me while we lay in bed together.
But then he would say that to my face wouldn’t he, of course, because he was after something that I could give him. So he thought this was love. That’s all people do, they use each other for their own self gratification, it’s human junkie behaviour. So even those flattering sweet words that he only had eyes for me turned out to be a big fat pretentious lie.
The only person Harbal cared about was himself. That’s why he doesn’t return to this forum because he’s terrified of what others think about him, ironic really, since he didn’t care when he was shit talking about most of the characters on this forum behind their backs. According to him, most people on this forum are mentally ill.
I guess some people, the men folk, really do suck at the end of the day. Urgh, what the hell was I thinking. I’m such a user.
Yes, I’m a scorned woman, I’m mad as hell. I’m so done with this corrupted cesspool called humanity. Human relationships are a recipe for toxicity and madness, I’ve learned my lesson the hard way. I’m so done with this shitshow.
