What Are Coincidences, and How Much in Life Is Coincidence or Something More?

[Fairy]

but I see understanding life as being an ongoing quest.

Interesting. I've long since given up on understanding life/existence or whatever I am in. I'm mostly just biding time until my end. I was diagnosed with mental illness at age 25, put on meds like Haldol and it pretty much destroyed me. My highest hope in life is that my death will not be too painful or unbearable. Aside from that, I really don't see much else worthy of aspiring to. I used to be filled with curiosity and wonder. It's amazing what 30+ years of anti-psychotics will do to a brain.

There's absolutely nothing wrong with you, you are perfect.

Where are all your sane thoughts about an insane world in deep dreamless sleep?

<> Sleep tight don't let the thought bugs bite, hush now little baby don't you cry, night night, lights out <>

We're all suffering the same terminal mental illness, we're all dying, forever moving, ever forward toward that great big mysterious inky deep sleep. R.I.P.