God is an Earthquake

[Fairy]

On the Edge of Euphoria and Despair

https://youtu.be/x6OLeGjIVzQ?si=SqmTpf_O70HpDib5

Dive deep into the electrifying, chaotic world of bipolar disorder—where the mind swings between exhilarating highs and crushing lows. In this video, we unravel the complexities of this misunderstood condition, exploring the science behind mood shifts, the devastating effects of misdiagnosis, and the delicate balance of medication. Discover the truth behind bipolar's link to creativity, the grim reality of its suicide risk, and the resilience it takes to survive each unpredictable episode. From mania’s dangerous allure to depression’s dark abyss, this isn’t just a mental health story—it’s a raw exploration of the human condition.

But don't despair. God loves you.

[Fairy]

*Diagnosing Jesus: Out of His Mind or Ahead of His Time?* < type this title into the YouTube channel for more information, that's if you are interested, if not, then don't bother.

A brief overview of the subject >
In this provocative exploration, we apply modern psychological lenses to one of history’s most influential figures—Jesus of Nazareth. Was Jesus the Son of God, a brilliant prophet, or a troubled mind overwhelmed by delusions of grandeur? Drawing connections to *Divine Madness*, we explore the fine line between spiritual ecstasy and mental illness. From Gospel accounts of his family calling him “beside himself” to modern psychiatry diagnosing him with religious paranoia, this deep dive questions whether Jesus was misunderstood, mentally unwell, or operating on a level far beyond human comprehension. Join us as we navigate the dangerous intersection between faith, psychology, and mysticism, and ask: Does the message matter if the messenger was mad? Or is madness the only way to glimpse the divine?

[Gary Childress]

I belong in an asylum. Too bad they closed them all down. Now we just rot on the streets.

[Fairy]

I belong in an asylum. Too bad they closed them all down. Now we just rot on the streets.

Welcome to earth, where the loony-tic's are taking over the asylum.

At least I know I'm mentally insane, and a tad mad, but do the others know?

[Gary Childress]

I belong in an asylum. Too bad they closed them all down. Now we just rot on the streets.

Welcome to earth, where the loony-tic's are taking over the asylum.

At least I know I'm mentally insane, and a tad mad, but do the others know?

Just another day, except the circus may be outside the ring. Nothing done charitably ever seems to out well.

EDIT: Then again, NOTHING seems to be working out well, charitable or otherwise.

[Fairy]

I belong in an asylum. Too bad they closed them all down. Now we just rot on the streets.

Welcome to earth, where the loony-tic's are taking over the asylum.

At least I know I'm mentally insane, and a tad mad, but do the others know?

Just another day, except the circus may be outside the ring. Nothing done charitably ever seems to out well.

EDIT: Then again, NOTHING seems to be working out well, charitable or otherwise.

Nothing out there exists for me to be honest. I tend to just live in my own little bubble, that's all I can ever do anyway. I always give myself unconditional permission to be totally bat shit crazy, mentally insane, and a little over the edge of what constitutes normality, I can do that and still love myself, but that's just me and my world. I'm not really interested in what's going on out there, because what's going on out there is not the same as what's going on in here, in me. We all walk the razor edge of creation, any one of us can die at any time, so I just concentrate more on enjoying myself while I'm still alive, figuratively and metaphorically speaking of course, when it comes to myself as a fictional, avatar, a dream character that I have been dreamt to experience.

[Gary Childress]

Welcome to earth, where the loony-tic's are taking over the asylum.

At least I know I'm mentally insane, and a tad mad, but do the others know?

Just another day, except the circus may be outside the ring. Nothing done charitably ever seems to out well.

EDIT: Then again, NOTHING seems to be working out well, charitable or otherwise.

Nothing out there exists for me to be honest. I tend to just live in my own little bubble, that's all I can ever do anyway. I always give myself unconditional permission to be totally bat shit crazy, mentally insane, and a little over the edge of what constitutes normality, I can do that and still love myself, but that's just me and my world. I'm not really interested in what's going on out there, because what's going on out there is not the same as what's going on in here, in me. We all walk the razor edge of creation, any one of us can die at any time, so I just concentrate more on enjoying myself while I'm still alive, figuratively and metaphorically speaking of course, when it comes to myself as a fictional, avatar, a dream character that I have been dreamt to experience.

I suppose I worry too much. I need to stop visiting the Bulletin of Atomic Scientists website. It always makes me depressed.

[Fairy]

Just another day, except the circus may be outside the ring. Nothing done charitably ever seems to out well.

EDIT: Then again, NOTHING seems to be working out well, charitable or otherwise.

Nothing out there exists for me to be honest. I tend to just live in my own little bubble, that's all I can ever do anyway. I always give myself unconditional permission to be totally bat shit crazy, mentally insane, and a little over the edge of what constitutes normality, I can do that and still love myself, but that's just me and my world. I'm not really interested in what's going on out there, because what's going on out there is not the same as what's going on in here, in me. We all walk the razor edge of creation, any one of us can die at any time, so I just concentrate more on enjoying myself while I'm still alive, figuratively and metaphorically speaking of course, when it comes to myself as a fictional, avatar, a dream character that I have been dreamt to experience.

I suppose I worry too much. I need to stop visiting the Bulletin of Atomic Scientists website. It always makes me depressed.

Yes, you need to stop caring, and care only for yourself, that's all you will ever be anyway, embrace you. You do not need other peoples permission to be you. You are perfectly you, you couldn't have been any other way. No more than a baby can be born to be any other way but be pure innocence, pure, and unknowing.

When you are ok, others who you choose to share your life and time with will be ok too. If they are not, then just promptly show them the exist door to your living room.

I personally can't wait to be blown sky high by a nuke, but that's just me.

[Gary Childress]

I personally can't wait to be blown sky high by a nuke, but that's just me.

When I go, I'd like to leave the rest of the world intact. I try to limit my problems to myself. The rest of the world deserves better as far as I'm concerned.

[Fairy]

I personally can't wait to be blown sky high by a nuke, but that's just me.

When I go, I'd like to leave the rest of the world intact. I try to limit my problems to myself. The rest of the world deserves better as far as I'm concerned.

If it's true, that the world deserves better, then it's because it is seen as lacking in better. Will the world be better when it's better, and how does the world ever become better. When is it ever going to be better. Who will know it is better. There's billions of people in the world so are they all to know and agree all at once that the world is better? Or will there always be those people who will think it could be even better.

And the reason why Jesus Christ committed suicide when he could have prevented and saved his own life, meant that there would be two God's born and living on earth...So he had to remind himself who he actually was, by telling himself that he wasn't of this world, even though he was in the world, he wasn't of the world. . that's why he had to kill himself, that's why he had to die to be with his Father in heaven, the not of this world which is hell. You see. Dying before you die is living in God's Kingdom of heaven. Dying before you die, is to save you from being born twice, which is the world of ''knower and the known'' the illusory duality of you and other. But there is no room for two Gods on earth, so one of the Gods had to die.

In reality, there is no dual you, of one and the other, there is here, only the one without a second.


John 17:16 "They are not of the world, even as I am not of the world"
This means that while Jesus and His followers live in the world, they do not belong to it or conform to its values. Instead, they are called to live by the principles of God’s kingdom.

Not the devils kingdom, which is hell.

In other words, to know you are alive is to live in hell. But to not know you are alive is to live in heaven.

[Fairy]

When I go, I'd like to leave the rest of the world intact. I try to limit my problems to myself. The rest of the world deserves better as far as I'm concerned.

The best day will be no day. Lucky for us life is short. The best day will be the last day.

[Gary Childress]

When I go, I'd like to leave the rest of the world intact. I try to limit my problems to myself. The rest of the world deserves better as far as I'm concerned.

The best day will be no day. Lucky for us life is short. The best day will be the last day.

No. The last day will be no better, at least not for us. However, perhaps there are those in the world who will be better off when we're gone. This world belongs to future generations who will hopefully learn from our mistakes and make the world a better place.

[Fairy]

When I go, I'd like to leave the rest of the world intact. I try to limit my problems to myself. The rest of the world deserves better as far as I'm concerned.

The best day will be no day. Lucky for us life is short. The best day will be the last day.

No. The last day will be no better, at least not for us. However, perhaps there are those in the world who will be better off when we're gone. This world belongs to future generations who will hopefully learn from our mistakes and make the world a better place.

When will better ever be better? Who will say the world is better than the last better? When will the final better be known, and to whom?

When is better ever better, is it better Now, or next second, or next minute, or next hour, or next day, or next week, or next month, or next year, or next decade, or next century, or next _______________________

There's no other one here. There is only one here. All the other ones are imagined.

Imagine what it would be like having an imagination.

[Fairy]

This world belongs to future generations who will hopefully learn from our mistakes and make the world a better place.

What's intelligent about leaving our mistakes, the absolute shit show of a mess we've made just for someone else to clean up.

Clean up your own mess.

Why leave it for someone else to clean up. If you cannot clean up your own mess, how do you expect someone else to do it?

And why would any intelligent being bring another being to come and nest in a shit show of our own making? Surely, you wouldn't expect a baby to lie in a filthy cot? that's just not intelligent.

[Gary Childress]

This world belongs to future generations who will hopefully learn from our mistakes and make the world a better place.

What's intelligent about leaving our mistakes, the absolute shit show of a mess we've made just for someone else to clean up.

Clean up your own mess.

Why leave it for someone else to clean up. If you cannot clean up your own mess, how do you expect someone else to do it?

And why would any intelligent being bring another being to come and nest in a shit show of our own making? Surely, you wouldn't expect a baby to lie in a filthy cot? that's just not intelligent.

Whatever...