Questions to Christians

[Fairy]

I don't like you at all. I can't stand manipulative people.

Then why do you care if I wanted to die that night?

Surely I would have been better off dead, one less manipulator to deal with is a good thing ..right?

And for your information suicidal thoughts are normal…. Doesn’t mean those who have them will act on them.

Even if I had killed myself that night, it would have been an act of self love. Love for myself, to remove myself from my suffering is an act of love for myself…just like vets put down animals that are suffering…to end their suffering.

You see everything we do is for love and the end of suffering. I hope no one suffers just because I choose to die. I’d hate for you to feel awful for me, who just wants to end suffering out of love and compassion for myself. You should be happy for me, that I’m no longer suffering if I had killed myself that night. But then why would you be happy for someone you don’t like who makes you sick. Would you have liked me more for not acting out my thoughts…seems not, I’m alive, and you still don’t like me, so I can’t seem to win your admiration what ever I do. .. but the thing is, I don’t even want your admiration in the first place.

[Fairy]

Well I suppose we will all just have to sit back and watch the train wreck. One minute threatening suicide and saying what a vile, woman-bashing arsehole he is, and the next singing his praises and saying you are 'soul mates' (whatever the fuck that means). Tha's way beyond handmaiden pathetic.

But I’m only telling the truth…. Harbal hates lies, and so do I….He really is what you have said above….repeating what I’d said…and nothing that he is changes anything… I love him and he loves me. That is all that matters…. I love everything about Harbal, it doesn’t matter what he is… even if he was a serial killer I would love him. Even if he strangled me to death one day, I couldn’t imagine wanting anyone else in this world more, than to have Harbal kill me. That’s how much I love him. But I don’t think harbal is the sort of person that would murder the woman he loves, I could be wrong but that’s not for me to know until it’s happening.

I never used the word vile though. Arsehole yes. He’s an arsehole and so am I we both embrace each others arsehole…we accept everything about each other…it’s amazing to find like minded people. It’s even more mind blowing in the bedroom. My cup doth runneth over ..I’m so blessed.

[accelafine]

I don't like you at all. I can't stand manipulative people.

Then why do you care if I wanted to die that night?

Surely I would have been better off dead, one less manipulator to deal with is a good thing ..right?

And for your information suicidal thoughts are normal…. Doesn’t mean those who have them will act on them.

Even if I had killed myself that night, it would have been an act of self love. Love for myself, to remove myself from my suffering is an act of love for myself…just like vets put down animals that are suffering…to end their suffering.

You see everything we do is for love and the end of suffering. I hope no one suffers just because I choose to die. I’d hate for you to feel awful for me, who just wants to end suffering out of love and compassion for myself. You should be happy for me, that I’m no longer suffering if I had killed myself that night. But then why would you be happy for someone you don’t like who makes you sick. Would you have liked me more for not acting out my thoughts…seems not, I’m alive, and you still don’t like me, so I can’t seem to win your admiration what ever I do. .. but the thing is, I don’t even want your admiration in the first place.

[promethean75]

I dunno about u guys, but this beats any episode of
The Golden Girls I've ever seen.

[promethean75]

I have a question. Would knowing that there are people suffering much more than u who do not and would not kill themselves, make u feel like a wuss, Fairy?

Not tryna poke at u. I'm aksing a legit question.

[promethean75]

Also, Leo's have the lowest suicide rate of all the signs. Betcha didn't know that didja?

[Fairy]

Breaking News

Harbal and I have officially separated. He has just said to me he doesn’t want me anymore and wants to be alone. After previously saying he wanted to stay friends with me including sending love heart emoji’s to each other. I guess he lied. He did the thing he hates the most. He lied to me.

I accept his decision. And I’m so happy for him that he’s now at peace.

I guess telling people you love them like he told me, means he only loved me for my good side And to hell with your bad side.

If that’s not proof that we really are alone in the world and that there is only one of us here. I don’t know what else will convince you.

The devil and Jesus aka God are the same entity. Not a lot of people know that. I did.

So I guess heaven for those that don’t will never happen. Their loss.

[Fairy]

Also, Leo's have the lowest suicide rate of all the signs. Betcha didn't know that didja?

Well I did as it happens. Leo’s are strong. Enduring creatures. Not everyone is strong enough to endure the reality of relationships. That’s why most people only show their good side to other people for fear of being alone.

Harbal and I have no fear of being alone. And now we are both alone together in our own aloneness. Our natural state.

Harbal even said to me that he doesn’t like being zened out in stillness and peacefulness. He prefers hustle and bustle. I hope he enjoys entertaining himself alone. I’m sure he’ll find something to enjoy even if it’s sending pictures of his naked penis to himself. He ain’t going to be getting pussy Leo anymore.

I’m just so evil, just such a reminder of his dead wife who drank herself to death. Harbal said she was evil.

I guess Harbal just loves a a good old devil woman. Oh wait.

And veggie..you should have heard what he said about you, and you lacewing. It wasn’t nice. He’s not who you think he is.

[Fairy]

Hey forgot to mention mannie can.

You’d be really surprised and shocked at what Harbal said about you. And yet Harbal just loves to be around you all the time, isn’t that sweet of him. He such a great pretender that’s for sure.

Yep, love is a bitch. You never know who you’re dealing with until you do, until it’s made known.

I’m sure mannie will forgive Harbal though, you know being a good Christian and all. Forgive them for they know not what they do and all that pretentious crap.

[Fairy]

Never tell women you love them if you don’t mean it. It’ll always back fire on you.

People only want to fuck you. They’re not interested in anything else. That’s the reality of human nature.

Enjoy living in reality… that’s all folks.

[Fairy]

Harbal could delete all my posts if he wanted to because Fairy was created as his own account.

He’s got access to my password and it’s his account. Isn’t that funny. Are we not entertained.

What is said in life echoes in eternity… you shameless people are you not now ashamed of what you said to others, namely yourself.

[accelafine]

Breaking News

Harbal and I have officially separated. He has just said to me he doesn’t want me anymore and wants to be alone. After previously saying he wanted to stay friends with me including sending love heart emoji’s to each other. I guess he lied. He did the thing he hates the most. He lied to me.

I accept his decision. And I’m so happy for him that he’s now at peace.

I guess telling people you love them like he told me, means he only loved me for my good side And to hell with your bad side.

If that’s not proof that we really are alone in the world and that there is only one of us here. I don’t know what else will convince you.

The devil and Jesus aka God are the same entity. Not a lot of people know that. I did.

So I guess heaven for those that don’t will never happen. Their loss.

I'm sorry to hear that but not surprised. Men are set in their ways by the time they get to his great age. Generally they are looking for someone who will look after them in their decrepitude. Did you really want to be wiping an old man's arse for the rest of your life?

[Fairy]

Breaking News

Harbal and I have officially separated. He has just said to me he doesn’t want me anymore and wants to be alone. After previously saying he wanted to stay friends with me including sending love heart emoji’s to each other. I guess he lied. He did the thing he hates the most. He lied to me.

I accept his decision. And I’m so happy for him that he’s now at peace.

I guess telling people you love them like he told me, means he only loved me for my good side And to hell with your bad side.

If that’s not proof that we really are alone in the world and that there is only one of us here. I don’t know what else will convince you.

The devil and Jesus aka God are the same entity. Not a lot of people know that. I did.

So I guess heaven for those that don’t will never happen. Their loss.

I'm sorry to hear that but not surprised. Men are set in their ways by the time they get to his great age. Generally they are looking for someone who will look after them in their decrepitude. Did you really want to be wiping an old man's arse for the rest of your life?

Hell no.

[Fairy]

I did wonder why Harbal stopped being funny and just got mean

He probably hated his life being stuck with me.
If only he had told me how miserable he was.

Ironically I was as miserable as fuck being with him as well.

Harbal and I are just too fucking lazy to be in a relationship. It’s just too much effort. We only used each other for sex. We were so like minded it was terrifying how much we were each other in different meatsuits.

I know fairytales really don’t come true because they are not real.

Nothing about our relationship was real. It was just a big act. So exhausting. But we’re both at peace now. Resting in peace. R.I.P

[Atla]

Also, Leo's have the lowest suicide rate of all the signs. Betcha didn't know that didja?

Well I did as it happens. Leo’s are strong. Enduring creatures. Not everyone is strong enough to endure the reality of relationships. That’s why most people only show their good side to other people for fear of being alone.

Harbal and I have no fear of being alone. And now we are both alone together in our own aloneness. Our natural state.

Harbal even said to me that he doesn’t like being zened out in stillness and peacefulness. He prefers hustle and bustle. I hope he enjoys entertaining himself alone. I’m sure he’ll find something to enjoy even if it’s sending pictures of his naked penis to himself. He ain’t going to be getting pussy Leo anymore.

I’m just so evil, just such a reminder of his dead wife who drank herself to death. Harbal said she was evil.

I guess Harbal just loves a a good old devil woman. Oh wait.

And veggie..you should have heard what he said about you, and you lacewing. It wasn’t nice. He’s not who you think he is.

I have a Leo coworker who seems to be into me, but I find her kinda weird.. too much of this self-contained solipsistic thing, I guess Leos can go either way.. well I better keep my distance.