Well, I don't want to sound insulting, but clearly, you need to do some science, then. Science absolutely relies on the universe being orderly and law-governed. If it were not, if it were chaotic, science itself would be utterly impossible.
Well, for anybody who thinks order "just happens," they should try standing in the middle of a room with a thousand hole-punch punchouts in their hands, and throwing them up in the air until they land on the floor and spell out the first line of A Tale of Two Cities or the Magna Carta.But say there is order, and we can't account for it, why does that mean God; why couldn't there be some other explanation that we are unaware of? I don't doubt there is much in nature that science can't explain, but there are always things that science can't explain but will explain in the future.
If that's improbable to suppose, then just imagine how improbable it is for billions of chaotic particles to congeal, under no laws or organization at all, and form worlds.
That's because not all of what you call "religions" are equal. It's clear, though, that you'll search in vain in Atheism for a legacy anywhere near as august in terms of the generating of charity, welfare, reform, education, medicine, international outreach, addiction, etc. as that of the Christians. Atheism doesn't come within a million miles of the good Christianity has done; and Atheism's killed far more people than any ideology in history -- orders of magnitude more than all the "religions" put together -- mostly through Marxism and its toxic relatives, nationalism, eugenics, hedonism, and so forth.I agree that good things can come from religion, but so can bad things.
But how did you "realize" it? What made you go from "assuming" one thing to "assuming" the opposite?I can't remember the transition from assuming there was God because some people said there was, to realising it was a completely implausible proposition.What "experience" or sequence of "experiences" eventually convinced you there is no God? Or have you ever thought about that