Yes. I'm aware no parent wants me polluting their beautiful daughter's future. However, I have found a woman who is 46 years old, divorced, mentally ill and has a daughter. I've given her almost everything I had financially to help her out of a pit she was in when she found herself flat-broke and without employment. I gave her money she needed for surgery when she developed a physical health problem.Alexis Jacobi wrote: ↑Sat Apr 08, 2023 7:15 pmIt is best if you increase the ways that you can sink down into your pit. I have no *help* to offer you. Jerk it more and with greater fury. Find a butt-pal. (The vagina is really too high maintenance anyway and women's sexual cycles a burden).Gary Childress wrote: ↑Sat Apr 08, 2023 7:06 pm BTW: What exactly do you wish to "empower" me to do? Is there anything in particular you are requesting of me individually or do you simply want us all walking around beating our chests or something?
The general question is What is empowerment? What does empowerment mean or what should it mean?
She is now gainfully employed. But I'm still a mental mess and taking a break from my own work to sort my brain out more as I consider whether I'm able to return to my line of work, so I realize I'm not right to be around her and her daughter while her daughter is struggling with bullying while trying to graduate High School. It hurts me beyond anything I've ever felt before to feel unneeded and even to be a burden to the woman I am at present in love with. You're an amateur by comparison as far as giving me something I need to be able to "handle".
To be honest, AJ, I'm sure you could handle mental illness, you'd have to get over your hubris and arrogance and take a back seat in life, but it's not the end of the world. You'd still have life, though you'd spend most of it dealing with people who want to "empower" you by telling you what a useless "unmanly whimp" you are. Maybe they'd even show videos of a grown man in diapers, mocking the idea of a "disempowered" male which they will liken to your status.
But I'll give you credit where it is due. Not everyone, probably very few, ought to embrace loss of face or loss of "manhood" and a desire to resign from life as their operative mode of being at the age of 55. I realize too well that my relative "retirement" from more productive years is a burden for society. I was on disability for a while after jumping from job to job trying to find one that would tolerate my tendency to run late coming into work and overall lack of motivation and energy (I have sleep apnea as well). But, yes. I did work low end jobs for about 30 years of my 55 years of life, including a 2 year stint flipping burgers at McDonalds in the later part of my High School years.
See I'm bleeding AJ, I'm bleeding my life story all over the place. Not only am I a "wanker" but I'm also a "loser" who could do little more than skip from job to job for employment. But I worked for 30 years going from job to job. My parents greatly supported me, offering me a place to live that was more tolerable than a mental institution. I'm fortunate to have such great parents.
Keep firing, AJ. If you think you can handle me telling my biography and compare it with yours (which I have yet to read) then feel free to fire. I don't have too much more to hide. There are a few things in my closet I haven't told anyone here about, but you're welcome to keep firing until I reveal them. Then after I reveal them, you can make the choice whether you felt justified in chastising an individual whom you deem pathetic or whatever. But you'll have to be sure that your own biography is intact. If you have a conscience you'll have to either deal with shredding my reputation in private or else, you'll have to share your own biography to show that you're the better human being.
My hunch is that you're not. But I could be wrong too. I'll leave it to you to either continue with your task of "improving" me or else figure out your own dignified way of stepping down and disengaging.
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