Gary Childress wrote: ↑Mon Sep 05, 2022 3:33 pm
According to Christianity, God is all powerful and all good. Yet the God of the Bible allegedly did/does things that I, personally, do not think are good (for example the flood and telling Abraham to sacrifice his son). In addition, the world itself, which God allegedly created, is full of too much that I perceive as evil. It's so difficult for me to reconcile Christianity with my reality that it causes me to feel like I ought to just give up and call myself agnostic once again. I tried to be a Christian but the shoe just doesn't fit me. I don't know if I'll go to Hell or not but I just can't follow the God of the Christian Bible. It's too difficult. The bar is set too high and I'm just not seeing any real reward or utility in being a Christian. All the fun seems to be in doing sinful things, I have yet to see where doing things pleasing to God bears any kind of enjoyable fruit for me.
A few of my own thoughts . . .
Just as we need a realistic perspective (i.e. political realism) in order to best make sense of our world, so too we need a non-idealistic, non-hallucinatory, realistic perspective in our approach toward our spiritual reality.
Let me begin by saying that when I mention political realism I am talking of perspectives like those of
John Mearsheimer:
Mearsheimer is best known for developing the theory of offensive realism, which describes the interaction between great powers as being primarily driven by the rational desire to achieve regional hegemony in an anarchic international system. In accordance with his theory, Mearsheimer believes that China's growing power will likely bring it into conflict with the United States.
I would assert that all of us would benefit tremendously from taking on a
realism perspective and at the very least becoming aware that no matter how idealistic we might wish to be, the fact of the matter is that *the world* operates according to
strict realism principles.
For this reason, and some pages back, I ran once again into conflict with Harry Baird who is a
total idealist. This form of idealism seems to me to be a terrible handicap. To oppose his sentimental and idealistic position with one of strict realism is tremendously angering to him (and to people who think in sentimental-idealistic terms) and conversation comes to a quick end.
Similarly, we can talk about Christianity as being also sentimental, idealistic, hallucinatory, inclined to fantastic theories that are completely unrealistic, as well as offering an explanatory model of *the world* that is simply, and flatly, false. But I do not say that this is entirely bad. But it does involve 'false impositions' on the world and in a sense against the world. Much that is good comes from this (and from idealism generally). But idealism has to be
sober.
So to this: "According to Christianity, God is all powerful and all good" we could only say that if the World and the Universe is taken as a creation of God, the nature of God cannot, in truth (realistically) be anything like the false and idealistic image of God that standard Christianity holds to. Once this has been seen it is hard to un-see it!
The actual fact of the matter -- seen through a realism lens -- is that if there is a God overseeing this world that god is a mixture of both *goodness* and *sheer horror*. Just like life. Just like the natural world.
In regard to: "It's so difficult for me to reconcile Christianity with my reality that it causes me to feel like I ought to just give up and call myself agnostic once again" what is obviously implied as being needed is a spiritual and metaphysical realism! We have to be able to accurately *see* the world that we are really in, both politically (in all the senses connoted), but also metaphysically.
Metaphysical ideas can be either realist or
irrealist. They can help us to better *see* our real situation or they can confuse us and distort how we view the world. I must say (and most will agree with me) that a great deal of Christian worldview is obviously based on the projection of an hallucination. Christianity, generally speaking, and if it is not corrected by a more sober, realistic viewpoint, leads one to a false-grasp of reality that amounts to mind-fuck. It ties one up in knots.
I tried to be a Christian but the shoe just doesn't fit me. I don't know if I'll go to Hell or not but I just can't follow the God of the Christian Bible. It's too difficult. The bar is set too high and I'm just not seeing any real reward or utility in being a Christian. All the fun seems to be in doing sinful things, I have yet to see where doing things pleasing to God bears any kind of enjoyable fruit for me.
First, and I base this on what you generally write and what I take from your description of your own situation, there will be no Hell to go to because you are aware that you are right now in a Hell. I do not mean in any sense to be mean-spirited here, quite the opposite. You therefore have an advantage that you do not seem able to exploit.
Not only is it that the ethics of Christianity do not fit you, the fact is that those ethics were developed, mostly, when there were tremendous restraints placed on people and life was, often from day one, and endless series of painful episodes. People lived with very real physical pain day in and day out. How could they not be expected to long for a 'better world' in a *beyond*?
But realistically things have changed! In the last 100 years all sorts of advances have made it possible to live relatively well within our bodily frame. Instead of life being short, painful and brutal, one can actually plan to have a relatively pleasant and pain-free life and do all manner of different things. This is new. We have returned to the body and to life in a body.
As to the issue of what is 'sinful' let's be
realistic. When we lived in sheer pain (when people's lives were circumscribed by painful experience and existence) the longing for pleasure became obsessive. The seductions of pleasure were very powerful. But with a realistic philosophy, and some level of self-understanding and self-control, we can avoid getting mired in those cages that passion and lust quickly become. We have at our disposal entire arrays of possibilities to enjoy life in healthy ways. But if we fall into addiction and are seduced by lust and pleasure -- well, there is where the *sin* is.
I have yet to see where doing things pleasing to God bears any kind of enjoyable fruit for me.
Again, let's be
realistic. If one can get to a place where one is *situated* realistically, then one can make sane and realistic choices about what is good and needed. For example we have right at our fingertips all that we need to be healthy of body and in good shape physically. There has never been a time in the world's history when this has been so for the majority.
So where does all
the anguish come from? I suggest it is (often but not always) psychological. But it is our psychology that we can work with. That is, we can modify our bad habits of mind and become less consumed by anguish.
Where is God then in all this? God in this sense could be seen as a 'free spirit' existing, mysteriously, outside of our experience of confinement -- outside of our anguish. God would then be saying "Come out of anguish and make the best possible choices as you are able". "Don't fall into traps, don't make unnecessary mistakes, but take steps right now to lift the psychological dark veil that you yourself have become invested in." "You are blocking your own path".
This popular song sums up some part of this:
"Now you may have observed, that if you walk into a wall, you get a certain sensation of reality . . ."