Immanuel Can wrote: ↑Sat Dec 19, 2020 3:55 pm
gaffo wrote: ↑Sat Dec 19, 2020 3:48 am
I'd welcome a place to disscuss, but it seems that my not be so in this forum
It's good and bad here. Most people are fairly reasonable, but you do get the odd person who just goes off. I suppose it just depends on how thick a skin one can keep. But at least here, the discussion keeps going fairly regularly. Many boards are pretty dead.
As i posted here when i joined 3 yrs ago, facefuck/etc "collective forums" (ad/personal tracking/$nooping supported sights) - have taken over to the point where there are now few independant forums - of any interest from philosphy to history to gerdening............all all over the net in the 90's and 00's, now all nearly gone.
so ya.
but this forum to me seems to be more a pissing contest and disscussion.
you are one of at most 4 here that i respect and value conversing with.
- my "Daughter" (2nd one - 1st one died on 7/7/7 at 19) "fidget" i had to euthenize on christmas eve at 13.5 yrs, after 3 months of vet bills to try to help her and understand why she was losing weight. by late oct/early nov i understood the weight loss was more than "old age" - she being "stout" for all those yrs from 07 to 6 months ago.
i did my duty from one frind to another, and spent 750 bucks trying to figure out what her illness was in order to fix/help it. all the tests showed "fine" - but clearly not fine. so eventually seeing her suffer, i had a vet whos full time job is Kavorian - to kill her - the last 1/2 week was bad, she would wake me up 2-4 times a night crying out in pain - asking me to end the pain (to a cat (my cat) i am her God/mom - can fix all things, i wish i could).
15 minuts - 2 drugs, first pain killer - Fidget felt good the first 7 minutes, with the first drug, started to "suckle" (regrerssed to good feelings/babyhood", second drug as the overdose, first 3 minutes slowed here breathing to "skipping" - i though she stopped breathing, thon saw she took her final breath a minute alter, then the heart keeps beating for another 3-4 mintues. the vet had a stethoscope, she checked 2 times, my feeling at the time was on the second check she though my baby was dead, but she let me know "her heart is still beating, but slower" - by third check the heart had stiopped, and my buddiy of 13 yrs was dead - Chrsitman eve)
I predug the hole in my by 2 weeks proir, and buried here within 5 minustes of her death.
I cost me 330 bucks (100 more for Christmas itself - which was the original date (I called on the 24th moring, and they were booked up, so said ok 430, then they called an hour later saying there was a cancellation, so i ok the 24th).
no way would i cage my girl for a trip to the vet to die in far in a foreign place to save 300 bucks.
some form of cancer was the most likely culprit.
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anyway you are a good man and i will miss you if/when i leave this forum.
peace to you.