Dontaskme wrote: ↑Wed Dec 09, 2020 6:05 pm
Would you want or need this?
Lacewing wrote: ↑Wed Dec 09, 2020 7:20 pmYes. I don't know about "need", necessarily -- but I have gratitude for the experience and opportunity to see what can be done/created.
I'm a fence sitter. What-ever the mood comes over me is what I feel. Sometimes I feel overwhelmed with love, sometimes I feel nothing, and sometimes I feel utter hatred for life. And I also know those feelings are not who I am.
Lacewing wrote: ↑Wed Dec 09, 2020 4:53 pm
I thought we were asking a question of that which has awareness to ask and answer the question.
Yes, you are right to say...
The nothingness is within awareness of course it is. Experiencing something beats nothing, yes of course, I understand now. We can only know life, not death.
Lacewing wrote: ↑Wed Dec 09, 2020 4:53 pm
I don't think love is a thing that "exists" (so-to-speak) -- rather, it is something that can be uniquely experienced and felt. In addition to naturally feeling love for beings, nature, and life -- many times I have experienced being suddenly and inexplicably filled with such an immense surge of love for nothing in particular, that it feels like I shall surely burst.
Again, I'm a fence sitter. I'm pretty sure love is the glue that makes unbearable life more bearable. And is what makes life seek it's continuity.
Lacewing wrote: ↑Wed Dec 09, 2020 4:53 pmI do not equate the words/ideas Love and God. Rather, I think all ideas and experiences are possible/accessible... and it seems that love (and other feelings) are powerful vibrations/drivers/forces within that vastly creative space of energy.
It is quite possible that: Our vibration creates our reality, regardless of all else; and if our reality feels like crap, it is our vibration that creates and sustains that.
Our vibration creates our reality in the immediate moment, but in my experience, our personal perceptions can change in a heartbeat from positive to negative. I just think it's ok to feel what we feel, and that it doesn't matter how we react in any moment, because our nature is kneejerk reactive anyway. We are programmed to be reactive. In the sense we cannot know how we are going to feel from moment to moment.
I don't buy the we are our vibration idea. I happen to believe that who we are as a ''personality'' never changes and just happens to be stamped out for us upon the day of our birth. Like why are some people good and gentle and sensitive people, while others are evil and vile psychopaths. Sometimes my life feels like crap, and I hate everything about being alive, even though I am very aware, that I am intrinsically a good and moral person with a sensitive heart.
I'm also on the fence alot, when it comes to pondering the idea of God. I so want God to be real, but I can only believe, and somedays I do believe, and some days I don't.
Now if every human being was like the Jesus character, then life would be absolute perfection and euphoric. But so far, in my experience as a human, I have never met another human being alive today that can match the exemplary attributes and characteristics of Jesus ..and so until they are able to match up. My optimism for the future of humanity is rather bleak.
