VVilliam wrote: ↑Sat Jun 20, 2020 9:20 am
I experience myself. My conscious awareness of self.
AlexW wrote: ↑Sat Jun 20, 2020 11:33 amSo... when you experience anything you always only experience yourself - I actually agree.
I dear say you 'agree' because you put 'words in my mouth' as the saying goes. All I wrote was that "I experience myself. My conscious awareness of self." I did not define that as you have chosen to do.
Having said as much, I do not necessarily disagree...
All you know is yourself... yet you call it "something"... why?
Because in this setting where individuals are interacting for the purpose of finding understanding in what others have to offer, words and there shared [agreed upon] meanings are part and parcel of that. I don't know that consciousness can rightfully be called a 'thing' of itself, like the pen and cup on your table are things, but like 'spirit' and 'essence', at least it allows the opportunity of mutual understanding as to what is being discussed.
Whatever consciousness is, it is "something" even if, strictly speaking, it is not 'real' in a material sense.
Do you actually experience yourself as a separate thing?
Within this simulated reality I do. The recognition that we are all of the same 'spirit' [source] is most often forefront in my minds eye as "the real" and so this tends to help navigate me through the game-play...and be nice to the other 'me's' [do unto others] in as balanced manner as I am able to...
However, if we are to accept that consciousness [that which is experiencing] is itself 'no thing' then you will have to explain how come it exists or refer to it as "That which exists but is not a thing."
You can describe consciousness/experience (what you are) conceptually, using language, which is always dualistic - but no matter how much you try, the description is not it. But if you would ask me to describe it then I would say: "That which neither exists nor not exists."
Which of course is unhelpful. My point in saying that 'nothing does not actually exist" is still more appropriate to the overall situation. If duality is something you don't want [or otherwise think of as an incorrect way in which to 'see' things] then having the one [things] but not the other [non things] would seem an appropriate non-dualistic way of viewing [understanding].
This is a hint - a hint that it is not in the power of the mind to grasp it or define it. Can you (thought) be OK with that? Or do you insist on another interpretation?
I am not 'thought' Thought is data. I am that which examines the data. [consciousness] I am fine with the idea that the mind cannot always grasp and define some data. Such is placed in the 'presently non-defined' section. Often other data yet to come, will dovetail in with the non-defined data, helping the process of forming definition.
This is why I asked you to give an example of a conceptual 'nothing'. For example, I could say that I conceptualize 'nothing' as "a dark empty space" or invert that as "A light empty space"
Yes, thats a good description - I agree.
On top of that, even if I were describing "a dark empty space" and we could agree that it was 'nothing' there is still the problem of the observer existing in this apparent 'nothing'.
There is no observer (you just said: I experience myself - what then is the "observer"? If anything at all then you are the observer as well as the observed - renders the observer redundant, doesn't it?)
Of course there is an observer. The observer was asked to describe the concept of 'nothing' The observer clearly cannot experience that concept [the dark empty space] and report the experience without observing.
The presence of the observer automatically (even within the conceptional) immediately makes 'something' from 'nothing'.
He does - exactly because the observer is also conceptual. It requires concepts to give birth to more concepts - go back to the root - to "I am" - the primary concept - you can trace all concepts from there.
Even so, [and to the point] the whole process is one of observing, no matter which fractal path opens up because of that. "I Am" is observing the experience of existing, even if at point of source, there are no things in which to observe. I Am still experiences Self.
One can conceptualize anything and nothing is not really an opposite [like 'left' and 'right'] of something. It can only ever belong in the 'something' group. Simply naming it makes it something.
Depends how you define "something"
My point being, what one best not do is define something as nothing.
That is why my statement "nothing doesn't exist" is true. It doesn't exist as a thing which cannot be experienced. Not even when something [someone] claims that things do not actually exist as things.
Ultimately nothing that we define conceptually exists in reality.
Simply because even the concept "existence" doesn't exist.
Of course it is all very well to define it that way, but in doing so one is still defining [as a matter of having to] and my question then becomes [something along the lines of] "Why would anyone try to convince me of this
using language and definitions to do so? [do like I say not like I do ~ fallacy...]
I could come up with ideas to do with finding the most obvious answer to that question...or place it in the department of 'presently non-defined' articles.
What I do notice regarding your somewhat mysterious/cryptic answer is your use of the word 'reality' and it appears a necessary addition to your argument "nothing that we define conceptually exists in reality"...as such, it is prudent that I ask you to define what you are referring to as 'reality'.
you use of the phrase "Direct experience" I am at a loss as to what that means, and suspect that it has no thing to do with the human experience
Actually quite the opposite - pinch your arm, feel that? You just directly experienced reality.
Where else do you expect to find reality if not here/now?
Now describe "pinch of arm" using language - how does it feel? Where is the sensation coming from? Who experiences it? Many words... more words... no truth.
Oh so after all this, you are speaking about this Simulated Reality as 'reality'.
But you appear also to use dualistic expressions in relation to that which we can achieve within said reality when it comes to matters of the mind.
Even that matters of the mind are a
real aspect of said reality.
Would your opinion of reality being real, change if you were informed that this reality is actually a concept in the minds eye of The Creator? Would you then think of this reality as 'not being real'?
I find it far easier [less complex] to understand that the only real 'thing' is Consciousness. Every other 'thing' is simply a construct of Consciousness. As such these can be experience as real - and only because that which is experiencing them as real, is Real.
That is why I refer to this Universe as a "Reality Simulation".
Moving along with that, [idea] this reality is both somewhat permanent and temporary. Science has revealed that the universe is going to be around for a very long period. My experience of it as this individuate fragment of Consciousness is temporary.
(I find that in itself to be a good thing because I am not sure I would want to experience the unfolding universe as an individuate fragment of consciousness within one form, throughout its predicted [science] time-span.)
As such, my form will one day die of natural causes. It is not the perfect design for withstanding the harshness of the environment, [overall simulated reality] being that it is biologic in makeup.
The Consciousness that I am is most likely [in my learned opinion] going to survive the experience and move into another Reality Simulation.
With that, The Consciousness that I am will have with me, the data of experience of the individuate life I experienced as a 'human being'.
I see the data of experience as a "container" on/in which the memories are preserved. [The Soul] The memories are also not just what I consciously experienced but also include every detail [moments of now] that I did not consciously experience, inclusive of unconscious [dreams] and subconscious experience related [inextricably] to the simple conscious experience I can [in the now] recall/bring to and display upon the screen of imagination.
(I suspect that the bulk part of the overall data of experience of every human life, consists of the unconscious and subconscious experience related to the individuate conscious experience.)
In that, we are (humans) currently gathers of data, and that data goes somewhere [The Creator] and is stored there as well as in/on The Individuals Soul.
The free-flowing data is arranged as a picture in which The Creator Mind can make order out of, and the data produced in this process is then feed back into the simulation to the individual able [awake] to receive it.
That in turn is event, which also is saved onto The Soul storage unit. [as non free-flowing data]
As we should both agree... My report as to 'how I see [understand] that which you referred to as 'Reality' " [This Universe]
is conceptualizing based upon my knowledge [at least] through experience of said reality.
Does the conceptualizing have to be considered "unreal" because it is 'imaginary'? [the minds eye screen].
I do not believe so. The minds eye screen exists, even that it isn't entirely made of material. How each individual chooses to use this device of the mind is entirely their choice, but I do draw the line at being told conceptualizing cannot every be actually real. That is due entirely to my own actual experience within this reality [to date].
But it is only a line drawn, not a wall of a thoughtress. I am ever open to receiving better explanation. In the mean time, since none has been offered, I resume with the likelihood that the concept developing before me on the screen of my minds eye, is the closest to truth in relation to working things out.
In your own explanations [such as they appear] I find a language akin to that used by hypnotists. The image on the screen of my minds eye is somewhat like this;
The caption to the cartoon reads.
"The only thing that you observe as real is what is before you to observe. But even that is not real. Also, even the observer is not real."
I would say that if anything is 'not real' it is the guy with the watch trying to convince me I Am not real.
I wonder though..is my conception of the guy holding the watch a true representation?
It remains to be seen...for now it will suffice.