Atla wrote: ↑Thu Oct 11, 2018 8:59 am
That's what you are doing, you enjoyed hurting your family members and others around you by one-upping them saying they don't exist, you don't exist, they don't have a mother etc. You are abusive, all because you are too weak to properly handle the non-existence of the separate self.
There, there, don't fear your own weakness, lay it all on me, I was made to bear this unbearable lightness of being.
Just keep laying it all on me, that's what I'm here for, I can take it all...else I would have quit this life a long time ago.
Don't worry about this one here, this one is here is home safe and well.
Care more about your own stark nondual realisation of your real self and face it head on without fear or rejection that you are totally alone in YOUR own MIND and that others are totally alone in their own minds too...be strong and have the courage to face your real face and be free of the needy dependancy for other people to soothe your fearful suffering lonely heart.
I see you are still hurting, be not afraid, for I am always here for you.
One-upping people is not hurting them, you can never one-up another person without their permission. Other people have minds as well you know, they can make up their own minds about that they want to allow in their own headspace...if you are wise, then you will not allow other peoples dirty feet to walk all over your own mind, but if you do, then all the fool you, its your hurting mess...no one elses.
It seems you've already made your own mind up about this mind here..that's your loss not mine, that's your own closed minded tight contracted fearful self you need to work on. It's not the reality of this mind here.
You abuse yourself...I'd keeping working on that ...it's not what any of this is all about.
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