marjoram_blues wrote:
AS -
let me get this right...you think that the Bible's beauty lies in the way it is written to 'get to the heart of a Christian's heart'.
You think this is a clever way for God to know what is in a person's heart?
No. Not God so much as other people. Meaning, it is written in such a way, that there can be many different interpretations, obviously from all the interpretations of the many posters on this thread...can you imagine how many in the world?! So that, the interpretations of the bible are not so much the problem as the hateful interpretations. My test is just a simply way to tell if one believes what they are saying is in keeping with the lords word. It doesn't much matter if it REALLY is in keeping with his word...as we really can't be sure who on earth is following the correct interpretation. The only thing we can do if follow our heart and mind. I am talking about accountability on a personal level.
Here's the thing, IC admits that you should follow God and not the church or him. But he also thinks you should follow his interpretation of the bible, which for me, his interpretation is flawed. Now mine might also be flawed....at least in IC's eyes. My point is, if I use his interpretation, then I am not following what God has put in my heart. I am not being authentic. I am following IC. One of the commandments is thou shalt have no other God's before me. Now that AND taking into account that I am the only one who will be held responsible for my sins when I die, I am going to go with what I know in my heart. Not what IC knows in his.
That is why the test I came up with when I was little is so important. We all have different mindsets. Some of us are more capable of understanding than others. However, we all* can be honest in our own minds, at least...even if we can't be honest to others for what ever reason. The voice in our mind will let us know our own understanding of right and wrong. And if it differs from someone elses. That is neither here nor there, as I am not discussing human law here. I am discussing God's law. And God did not make evil...well, Okay, he made the devil...which then turned out to be evil...but that was because of free will. (And another thread altogether so I don't want to get into that discussion...this one is hard enough). What I am saying is everyone has their own interpretation of right and wrong, insomuch as we can understand. If God made us innocent, like Lenny in 'Of Mice And Men', and we don't understand when we kill, then I don't think we can be held responsible. But if we DO understand...then God help us.
This Christian idea of being saved gets you into heaven no matter what, I reject. Why would one even need to read the bible and follow the rules if this was the case?
M wrote:
Nor can I see how it is the same as your personal testing of others to the sweet and kind part of AS - to assess reaction as to whether or not they are dicks. You admit it is 'not nice' but it entertains you to have lulled them into some sense of false security. Do you think, if there is a God, that God's Judgement Day will be so hugely amusing...
If there is a beauty in the Bible, then I don't think this is where it lies.
If there is a sweet kindness in AS, then I don't think this is where it lies.
Yes, I agree with you, sort of*....I agree that I am accountable for this behavior. And this is why everyone and I always joke I am going to hell. lol Because I think I am the only person I know that pretty much wears on her sleeve her sin. I hold myself accountable for my sin. I think it is impossible for me not to sin. I'm a huge sinner.I know this precisely because , I know how to tell right from wrong. LOL I notice that some Christians in my family can't do this. So they will pray for my soul, but feel confident about themselves, until I ask them to take the test in their head and then they pause to think...because they know, what they've just said, was wrong. Without the test, they would believe it was right...at least on the surface. That is how deep the christian lie goes...they don't even know they are doing it.
Remember when I asked my sis the other day to take the test on her racism? Well it helped....she is trying not to be racist. However, because she is not used to applying the test on a habitual basis, yesterday, she said another thing that I had to remind her yet again, was not quite right in her thinking. This here was another Christian lie, that I am not sure they know they are lying...they are just so used to lying for God, I think they think it is the good/right thing to do....lol...and this is where I hate getting involved...because how am I to know they aren't just so innocent, they are like Lenny? Maybe, by bringing them into awareness, they will be worse off, if there is a God. Because once you know...then you are accountable? Anyway, here is what happened:
So, we all go out to dinner. Before dinner, my mom gives my sis some of her xanax, because my sis has anxiety (I believed caused Christian mentality) and she had run out. So, during dinner, my sis turns to her daughters and says, "Never ever trust an atheist. These are people who do not believe in God. They are bad people and don't know right from wrong." Her kids just looked at her wide eyed and so did I...LOL. I was like, WTF?! The younger one didn't understand what my sis had just said,,,it was clear. My mom said, "Maybe this is a little advanced to tell them." I agreed and did not want to even go there as I felt continuing with the conversation would have been worse for the kids...as my sis and mom can both start fighting if they think you are going against God...which for me to defend an atheist...would be considered 'going against God." So quietly, I lean over to my sis and whisper, " I think maybe you shouldn't say things like that to them, as it might backfire...Christians can be just as sinful as anyone."
I didn't know how else to put it. Clearly, this is some fucked up shit my sis is teaching her kids. But where to begin with taming the insanity? It goes from one crazy thought to another? My sis has absolutely no idea how damaging what she said to her daughters was. None. This done in the name of Christianity....
Yes, I sin. The difference is, I do not do it in the name of God. This is why I hold Christians to a higher standard. They should know better.
M wrote:How to tell right from wrong. Think about it. It's tricky but not that dicky.
*You are absolutely right. Tricky not dicky is the way to be... But, as you said in the Argh thread. Sometimes you have to put your foot down so others do not take advantage. And THAT is where Moral relativism comes in to play...lol. Oh dear...did I just open THAT can of worms?!?
*Edited because I know to use the word 'all' is frowned upon...I am just using 'all' here to mean any person who is able to have a thought to themselves inside their own head, which other people are not privy to...