The Inglorious One wrote:Hobbes' Choice wrote:
I had tonsil cancer a few years ago. So I know how nasty it can all get. Having your mouth and neck irradiated is pretty fucking evil.
How long has it been since the treatment. I've made 7.5 years so far.
Know what it's like to have a scrotum literally bloated to the size of a grapefruit? Radical prostatectomy 9 years ago, radiation 1 year ago, kidney removed 7 months ago. (I was 4 weeks in the hospital, mostly because docs cut my bowel while removing the kidney.) I don't know how many X-rays, CT and other scans. In spite of all that, I'm feeling pretty good.
Radiation treatment wasn't too bad for me, just a couple of days of feeling so wore out that I felt like I was hit by a bus.
No I don't know what it's like to have a swollen nut bag,
For me, i'd not wish my 7 weeks of radiotherapy and chemotherapy on anyone. Have you any idea what it does to your face, and salivary glands?
In week one your mouth goes dry, in week two you loose all your taste buds, week three you mega produce saliva which tastes like ash, in fact everything tastes like ash, week four its not just the chemo that makes you sick to the stomach. now your throat is burning so much you dread the vomiting because acid over the burned out throat ain't so good, and the pain killers just don't help anymore. Week five having lost 15lbs, you are feeling week, but the salivary glands have stepped up production so you spend all day spitting up gross shite into a bag, which now contain blood from the coughing. Week six, its all you can do to drink a small glass of water, food is impossible. Can't sleep, serious fatigue, heart rate down to 40 bbm,. Then you mouth gets dry. The rad burns on your neck are now suppurating, and your ear has lost all its skin. Week seven, last week of radio, and chemo. Week eight pain is actually worse. Weight loss now 33lbs.
After two more weeks the pain begins to subside, you can take less morphine and tramadol, no more antiemetics (they never really worked anyway). Eating is now possible, but no tea. wine, chocolate, spices, garlic, nothing dry, no bread, cereals, meat. (I could eat Triffle if you know what that is) Jello & cream, and scrambled eggs is about all you can swallow for a few more weeks yet, as the throat starts to heal, no saliva - not for months yet, but you can use a spray to moisten your mouth, tastes like french kissing a dog.
Still have neck pain from the radiogenic fibrocitis, but unexpectedly the salivary glands are back to normal.