Not now and not when I was 14 years old.
I wonder why not?
According to gospel, 'god' is supposed to be both omnipotent and omniscient.
But how could he be both?
If omnipotent, then he could do anything he wanted, including changing his mind about the future. But that means that he wasn’t omniscient before, because his knowledge of all past and future events were incorrect: unless he knew exactly how he would change his mind, in which case he couldn’t be omnipotent because he would have to change his mind according to his omniscient knowledge, which would provide him with no freedom at all.