~ My Life ~

[Arising_uk]

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Metaphor being a lie as an estrangement of any one reality.

How many 'realities' you got Bill?

For example; the word rice is not actually a grain of rice.

The word rice is a metaphor.

Then according to you its a lie. Whereas in the real world its a noun and names the object one is talking about.

Please don't feel as if you have to use more images now, or framing, or the use of one of the many beautiful tools we have at our disposal to improve our communications with each other.

Don't worry, I won't. Especially since a thousand words paints a much more complex message.

I feel there is fear in you.[/size]

Thats called projection.

You are not ready to come out from behind that door.

Thats called projection and in your case it's to do with a closet door. You really need to line-up all the images you've posted and examine what your unconscious is telling you.

I'm OK with that.

Your feelings are immaterial to me.

I told you that before...

You've repeated pretty much everything many times.

[Bill Wiltrack]

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You are literal.


We've been through this...


Look, I will always picture you as this girl in this GIF;





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The fibers of the carpet are literal words.

The girl has her face right in front of the individual fibers. She can't see beyond that. Cannot see the bigger picture.




Now, imagine that I am behind you – out of sight of the frame of this GIF.


Grabbing your hair I pull your head back and you let-out a slight sigh...It hurts first, then you adjust to a slightly larger view.


I let out a low growl; Non-verbal, as I again arch your back and pull your head even farther back.

Together we begin a quickly escalating screech as I pull your head even farther back.


This even LARGER view of all words; all the fibers of the carpet in front of us.


It must be non-verbal. It must be detached.

In the Bible ecstasy actually meant detachment.


We rhythmically work into an eventual unified cry together as one witness in the vast moment of this universe.



This is what I want you to see.

Beyond the individual metaphors of these individual words.


Let us let our individual egos collapse into a pile of what they really are; passive receptacles.

...a vessel where the universe passes through. Nothing more...nothing to be defended.



Just empty.




I will always see you in this way. As an innocent young girl...



And I will fill you.





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[Arising_uk]

LMFAO!

Hear that knocking Bill? Try opening the door and coming out. You'll find all your issues and harmful behaviours will disappear once you become honest with yourself.

Apart from that, save your gnu babble for those stupid enough to need it. Especially since by your own admission you are pretty much a psychological basket-case who spends his time searching for his next endorphin fix and deludes himself that he's not a junkie.

[Bill Wiltrack]

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Your insights may be close to the truth...except for the coming-out part.



Perhaps, at times, I am searching for my next endorphin fix. But I also infuse a strong philosophical imprint to that search.


Detachment. The search for ecstasy. Those are all real to me.


The death of egos. The transcendence of ego. My world.


...and it may cost me everything. But, like for the love of an innocent girl, I am willing to risk everything for it.




I am outside of you. And now I am in you.



My Life is now part of your life.







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[Arising_uk]

.Your insights may be close to the truth...except for the coming-out part.

Nah! It's the coming-out part thats the truth you wish to avoid.

Perhaps, at times, I am searching for my next endorphin fix. But I also infuse a strong philosophical imprint to that search.

Nah! That's just the junkies rationalisation.

Detachment. The search for ecstasy. Those are all real to me.

The death of egos. The transcendence of ego. My world.

Try becoming a father, you'll get the lot.

...and it may cost me everything. But, like for the love of an innocent girl, I am willing to risk everything for it.

You doth protest to much. If not then you are just a sexually repressed immature pervert as the love of an innocent girl is an easy task.

I am outside of you. And now I am in you.

My Life is now part of your life.

Not really Bill, as the virtual world is not real.

[Bill Wiltrack]

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If you are fantasizing about someone Arising_Up your Knothole – please don't use me. I am heterosexual by nature. Can't change that.


However, I have the highest respect for all those born homosexual, bisexual, or lesbian. They have been dealt, for the most part, a difficult life.

I would never use someone's sexual orientation as a form of disrespect.


I don't dismiss being a father. I – I actually have never brought that subject up. Not sure that position makes anyone a better philosopher or not. I don't know though. Perhaps somehow it does...


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Would you mind if I continued to use this GIF in some of our future exchanges to drive home a point – a wordless reminder, if you will to see:


Beyond the individual metaphors of these individual words.


Let us let our individual egos collapse into a pile of what they really are; passive receptacles.

...a vessel where the universe passes through. Nothing more...nothing to be defended.



Just empty.




I will always see you in this way. As an innocent young girl...



And I will fill you.




Perhaps, at times, I am searching for my next endorphin fix. But I also infuse a strong philosophical imprint to that search.


Detachment. The search for ecstasy. Those are all real to me.


The death of egos. The transcendence of ego. My world.


...and it may cost me everything. But, like for the love of an innocent girl, I am willing to risk everything for it.




I am outside of you. And now I am in you.



My Life is now part of your life.





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I think, this GIF in itself, captures everything I see in you as we converse upon these boards. And I thank you ahead of time...








Finally, you say the virtual world is not real.


What is the difference between you reading someone's thoughts in a book and you reading someone's thoughts here?



I am outside of you. And now I am still in you.

My Life, my words, is now part of your life.
~~~ Bill Wiltrack ~~~





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[Arising_uk]

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If you are fantasizing about someone Arising_Up your Knothole – please don't use me. I am heterosexual by nature. Can't change that. ...

Two marriages, gym bunny and endless shots of human and animal rear penetration say different.

However, I have the highest respect for all those born homosexual, bisexual, or lesbian. They have been dealt, for the most part, a difficult life.

I would never use someone's sexual orientation as a form of disrespect.

lmfao given your images, that you use the idea of a persons sex as a way to lessen the others thoughts and how you talk much about abusing the innocent female.

I don't dismiss being a father. I – I actually have never brought that subject up. Not sure that position makes anyone a better philosopher or not. I don't know though. Perhaps somehow it does...

Didn't say it would. I said it'd answer all these desires you claim to wish.

Would you mind if I continued to use this GIF in some of our future exchanges to drive home a point – a wordless reminder, if you will to see:

Feel free as they mean little to me but nicely express your sexism, misogyny and unconscious desire.

Beyond the individual metaphors of these individual words.


Let us let our individual egos collapse into a pile of what they really are; passive receptacles.

...a vessel where the universe passes through. Nothing more...nothing to be defended.



Just empty.

With respect to you, never a truer word.

I will always see you in this way. As an innocent young girl...

And I will fill you.

Seek help.

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The death of egos. The transcendence of ego. My world.

...and it may cost me everything. But, like for the love of an innocent girl, I am willing to risk everything for it.

No, you're not Bill. If you truly wish such things then grow a pair and sign yourself up to a few years in a zen monastery and learn the true meaning of ego transcendence and discipline.

I am outside of you. And now I am in you.

My Life is now part of your life.



I think, this GIF in itself, captures everything I see in you as we converse upon these boards. And I thank you ahead of time...

NPD

Finally, you say the virtual world is not real.

What is the difference between you reading someone's thoughts in a book and you reading someone's thoughts here?

None, other than that the book author has spent some time thinking-out their thoughts and others have thought them fit enough to publish. Whereas here such as you just spew them out due to others technical abilities.

I am outside of you. And now I am still in you.

My Life, my words, is now part of your life.
~~~ Bill Wiltrack ~~~

lmfao! You can't even stay consistent with your beliefs. If what you say you believe about words is true then what you say is false. Idiot.

If I never hear from you again it'll make no difference to my life Bill and I pretty much forget your thoughts as soon as I've replied to them as they have no content that I'm interested in as they are the braying of a gnu with a serious case of NPD.