My Religion
Posted: Sat May 18, 2024 2:23 pm
Sometimes it seems that the world is a place with a lot of injustice and unfairness to human beings and even trying to be just and fair to some human beings makes the world unjust and unfair for others. In short, justice and fairness seem impossible to achieve on a universal scale.
And then there's this God being who allegedly created the world. This God being is the only being who created this world but this God being can't take responsibility for the injustices and unfairnesses in the world it created. No, that's our fault for following our God given desires and instincts. In the end, this God being always wins. The deck is stacked in the favor of the creator and the rest of us either comply or submit to God or else we are 'evil' and 'wicked' just by virtue alone of not complying or submitting to God.
I'm diagnosed (deemed) 'mentally ill'. I have delusions and paranoia at times for no fair reason that I understand or am aware of. I don't blame people for this. I blame God. And I think that probably makes God angry. Why wouldn't God be angry for being held accountable for his/her/its screw up?
Or maybe there is no God at all. Maybe we are an accident in this world. Unplanned, undesigned, just some freak accident. And if we are all accidents living in an accidental world beyond our control and not of our making then I feel compassion to whatever degree for all of us accidents and all that we go through. At least so long as other accidents aren't out maliciously trying to harm me. Then I get scared and paranoid. Flight is my preferred response to danger.
And if you are like me, then you are the greatest friend I know. I'm glad to have you in this world as company. It's a lonely place and a scarry place. You are my eternal closest friend. I welcome you.
And then there's this God being who allegedly created the world. This God being is the only being who created this world but this God being can't take responsibility for the injustices and unfairnesses in the world it created. No, that's our fault for following our God given desires and instincts. In the end, this God being always wins. The deck is stacked in the favor of the creator and the rest of us either comply or submit to God or else we are 'evil' and 'wicked' just by virtue alone of not complying or submitting to God.
I'm diagnosed (deemed) 'mentally ill'. I have delusions and paranoia at times for no fair reason that I understand or am aware of. I don't blame people for this. I blame God. And I think that probably makes God angry. Why wouldn't God be angry for being held accountable for his/her/its screw up?
Or maybe there is no God at all. Maybe we are an accident in this world. Unplanned, undesigned, just some freak accident. And if we are all accidents living in an accidental world beyond our control and not of our making then I feel compassion to whatever degree for all of us accidents and all that we go through. At least so long as other accidents aren't out maliciously trying to harm me. Then I get scared and paranoid. Flight is my preferred response to danger.
And if you are like me, then you are the greatest friend I know. I'm glad to have you in this world as company. It's a lonely place and a scarry place. You are my eternal closest friend. I welcome you.