the eternal and transformations.....
Posted: Sun Nov 05, 2023 4:58 pm
as human beings, we are always seeking to find something
eternal, forever, bigger than ourselves...
but reality has proven to be resistant to the eternal...
what can we say is eternal?
god, the earth, the universe, our bodies, our soul?
what can we say for sure is eternal? time or perhaps space?
we can't know that... we can guess and hope, but that is about it...
but the question comes down to why, why do human beings long for the
eternal?
Human beings change and transform every single day.... we are not who
we were at birth or in childhood... I have changed from my childhood to today...
even my physical body has changed... one of the ''sufferings'' is this movement
of the body from our stronger, younger selves to today, where I am old,
and nowhere as strong and powerful as I once was..... in my youth, I
could run 20 miles and swim for several hours... and today... even walking
wears me out... and I can't lift anything because I am not strong enough...
it is said by science that every single cell in our body is replaced every
7 years....and if that is true, then I have changed my entire body
several times.. and if I am not who I was as a child or even a teenager,
then I have transformed, in body, spirit, soul, and in my mental
and psychological aspects... even my very needs have changed...
and how is that eternal?
and that search for the universal, eternal, is because we ourselves
are not forever, eternal in any aspect... I am not the same person I
was, considering the personal events of the last few days,
I have changed within the last few days...
so we search for the eternal, forever because we ourselves are
fragmentary, temporary, provisional.. in body, mind, soul and emotions....
or said another way, we are transforming all the time....
but let us change the nature of this transformation...
instead of letting transformation happening to us,
we control the transformations... instead of depending on
god or religion or even science, let us decide, each of us,
what transformations we want in our lives....
we already do this to a certain extent, when we
try to lose weight, or begin to work out.. or read to
educate ourselves...
these transformations are just small steps however.....
let us engage in transformations that we decide upon
and the parameters of that transformations...
I can't change or transform the fact that I am old
and getting older every day....but I can make a conscious effort to
to slow down that getting older... at work, I walk anywhere from
7000 steps to 15,000 steps...that is my exercise... and I read a lot
and practice chess and I engage in puzzles... I am working out my mind,
as well as my body... and I am trying to transform my emotional state..
from the way I react to people and things, to how I approach my life..
my study into eastern philosophy is an attempt to create a ''way of life"'..
as I have used western philosophy so far to attempt to create a
''way of life'' by switching gears and trying to find that ''way of life''
in eastern philosophy....I hope to find some mixture of the two
will make my choice of a ''way of life'' possible....and make
that choice with purpose and as a goal... for me, I want
my changes, my transformations to come from my own direct
effort and choices....I am choosing to become...
instead of the accidental transformations we have, I am choosing to
transform and I am choosing the direction and form of that transformation...
but Kropotkin, you are 64... what does it matter about your choices?
death is soon to come for you.... yes, it is... but that doesn't change
or effect my choices... my goal to control and become who I want
to be...using my choices as a means of having some control over
the path of becoming... I choose my own ''way of life''.. instead
of having my ''way of life'' chosen for me... by the state, the society,
the church, the media, my family and my friends......
become who you are..... transform into the person you want to be...
instead of allowing the choices to be made for you....
that is as close to the eternal, forever as one is likely to get....
Kropotkin
eternal, forever, bigger than ourselves...
but reality has proven to be resistant to the eternal...
what can we say is eternal?
god, the earth, the universe, our bodies, our soul?
what can we say for sure is eternal? time or perhaps space?
we can't know that... we can guess and hope, but that is about it...
but the question comes down to why, why do human beings long for the
eternal?
Human beings change and transform every single day.... we are not who
we were at birth or in childhood... I have changed from my childhood to today...
even my physical body has changed... one of the ''sufferings'' is this movement
of the body from our stronger, younger selves to today, where I am old,
and nowhere as strong and powerful as I once was..... in my youth, I
could run 20 miles and swim for several hours... and today... even walking
wears me out... and I can't lift anything because I am not strong enough...
it is said by science that every single cell in our body is replaced every
7 years....and if that is true, then I have changed my entire body
several times.. and if I am not who I was as a child or even a teenager,
then I have transformed, in body, spirit, soul, and in my mental
and psychological aspects... even my very needs have changed...
and how is that eternal?
and that search for the universal, eternal, is because we ourselves
are not forever, eternal in any aspect... I am not the same person I
was, considering the personal events of the last few days,
I have changed within the last few days...
so we search for the eternal, forever because we ourselves are
fragmentary, temporary, provisional.. in body, mind, soul and emotions....
or said another way, we are transforming all the time....
but let us change the nature of this transformation...
instead of letting transformation happening to us,
we control the transformations... instead of depending on
god or religion or even science, let us decide, each of us,
what transformations we want in our lives....
we already do this to a certain extent, when we
try to lose weight, or begin to work out.. or read to
educate ourselves...
these transformations are just small steps however.....
let us engage in transformations that we decide upon
and the parameters of that transformations...
I can't change or transform the fact that I am old
and getting older every day....but I can make a conscious effort to
to slow down that getting older... at work, I walk anywhere from
7000 steps to 15,000 steps...that is my exercise... and I read a lot
and practice chess and I engage in puzzles... I am working out my mind,
as well as my body... and I am trying to transform my emotional state..
from the way I react to people and things, to how I approach my life..
my study into eastern philosophy is an attempt to create a ''way of life"'..
as I have used western philosophy so far to attempt to create a
''way of life'' by switching gears and trying to find that ''way of life''
in eastern philosophy....I hope to find some mixture of the two
will make my choice of a ''way of life'' possible....and make
that choice with purpose and as a goal... for me, I want
my changes, my transformations to come from my own direct
effort and choices....I am choosing to become...
instead of the accidental transformations we have, I am choosing to
transform and I am choosing the direction and form of that transformation...
but Kropotkin, you are 64... what does it matter about your choices?
death is soon to come for you.... yes, it is... but that doesn't change
or effect my choices... my goal to control and become who I want
to be...using my choices as a means of having some control over
the path of becoming... I choose my own ''way of life''.. instead
of having my ''way of life'' chosen for me... by the state, the society,
the church, the media, my family and my friends......
become who you are..... transform into the person you want to be...
instead of allowing the choices to be made for you....
that is as close to the eternal, forever as one is likely to get....
Kropotkin