Fairy wrote: ↑Thu Jun 05, 2025 9:30 am
I just ended up wanting to hurt him the way I was hurting, so I chose to trash him on this forum. That makes me a rubbish person I know, but that’s just who I am. I’m quite a nasty person when it comes to dealing with men, mostly because men have messed with my emotions and treated me very badly all my life. It’s like I have this secret desire to want to hurt them. I’m definitely going to hell, but who cares, it’s not something I am not familiar with.
And yet, you think I was trying to hurt you by pointing out your responsibility.
I know you know the answers... when you're of a mind to.
And you're putting on this big public show... and acting insulted that I jumped in to play.
Don't we know that we can't get what we need or want or deserve from other people? We've got to do it for ourselves. No one can break your heart, right?
To be honest I wished now that I’d never agreed to take him on, when he pursued me. When he asked me if I wanted to hook up with him. I really wished I’d had the sense to say no. I regret it so much, because all it’s done for me is cause suffering and painful and hurtful feelings.
I just ended up wanting to hurt him the way I was hurting, so I chose to trash him on this forum. That makes me a rubbish person I know, but that’s just who I am. I’m quite a nasty person when it comes to dealing with men, mostly because men have messed with my emotions and treated me very badly all my life. It’s like I have this secret desire to want to hurt them. I’m definitely going to hell, but who cares, it’s not something I am not familiar with. It’s just my life general. Nothing that shocks me anymore.
He's been publicly trashed on here before by a woman. Actually I think he deserves it. That's my opinion.
I didn’t know that.
But I’m glad because his obvious aim here was to be as sardonic as possible anything for a cheap laugh, he wasn’t really interested in proper serious philosophy.
The thing is, I’m good at what I do, I’m not a half hearted person. I’m going to do a job well if I think it’s worth doing, that includes giving a man good sex, or giving a man a good public thrashing. It’s all the same art to me. I’m just a perfectionist.
I’m unapologetically what I am, and I’m just so proud to be me.
I don't mean his 'forum persona'. It's different once it starts involving someone's life in the 'outside world'.
He's been publicly trashed on here before by a woman. Actually I think he deserves it. That's my opinion.
I didn’t know that.
But I’m glad because his obvious aim here was to be as sardonic as possible anything for a cheap laugh, he wasn’t really interested in proper serious philosophy.
The thing is, I’m good at what I do, I’m not a half hearted person. I’m going to do a job well if I think it’s worth doing, that includes giving a man good sex, or giving a man a good public thrashing. It’s all the same art to me. I’m just a perfectionist.
I’m unapologetically what I am, and I’m just so proud to be me.
I don't mean his 'forum persona'. It's different once it starts involving someone's life in the 'outside world'.
Well you ought to be more clear what context you are referring to.
I’m an evil woman, the devil made me do. I deserve all the backlash. I deserve to go on the wall.
Under his eye. Blessed be the fruit for they will inherit the kingdom.
But I’m glad because his obvious aim here was to be as sardonic as possible anything for a cheap laugh, he wasn’t really interested in proper serious philosophy.
The thing is, I’m good at what I do, I’m not a half hearted person. I’m going to do a job well if I think it’s worth doing, that includes giving a man good sex, or giving a man a good public thrashing. It’s all the same art to me. I’m just a perfectionist.
I’m unapologetically what I am, and I’m just so proud to be me.
I don't mean his 'forum persona'. It's different once it starts involving someone's life in the 'outside world'.
Well you ought to be more clear what context you are referring to.
I’m an evil woman, the devil made me do. I deserve all the backlash. I deserve to go on the wall.
Under his eye. Blessed be the fruit for they will inherit the kingdom.
Fuck if I care anymore.
That's not what I said. Take offence then, if that's what you want to do.
Fairy wrote: ↑Thu Jun 05, 2025 9:30 am
I just ended up wanting to hurt him the way I was hurting, so I chose to trash him on this forum. That makes me a rubbish person I know, but that’s just who I am. I’m quite a nasty person when it comes to dealing with men, mostly because men have messed with my emotions and treated me very badly all my life. It’s like I have this secret desire to want to hurt them. I’m definitely going to hell, but who cares, it’s not something I am not familiar with.
And yet, you think I was trying to hurt you by pointing out your responsibility.
I know you know the answers... when you're of a mind to.
And you're putting on this big public show... and acting insulted that I jumped in to play.
Don't we know that we can't get what we need or want or deserve from other people? We've got to do it for ourselves. No one can break your heart, right?
Please shut up you meaningless irrelevant nobody.
I’m broken but not dead yet. I will endure to my last breath.This shitshow of a life.
I don't mean his 'forum persona'. It's different once it starts involving someone's life in the 'outside world'.
Well you ought to be more clear what context you are referring to.
I’m an evil woman, the devil made me do. I deserve all the backlash. I deserve to go on the wall.
Under his eye. Blessed be the fruit for they will inherit the kingdom.
Fuck if I care anymore.
That's not what I said. Take offence then, if that's what you want to do.
You didn’t make it clear what you said. You said he’d been trashed before by a woman on this forum. I assumed you were comparing it with my trashing, my bad, I’m not offended just reading you wrong that’s all.
Fairy wrote: ↑Thu Jun 05, 2025 10:11 am
But I’m glad because his obvious aim here was to be as sardonic as possible anything for a cheap laugh, he wasn’t really interested in proper serious philosophy.
He may have said it, but it wasn't true. He is pretty decent at philosophy and obviously paid a lot more attention than he let on.
He's been publicly trashed on here before by a woman. Actually I think he deserves it. That's my opinion.
I didn’t know that.
But I’m glad because his obvious aim here was to be as sardonic as possible anything for a cheap laugh, he wasn’t really interested in proper serious philosophy.
The thing is, I’m good at what I do, I’m not a half hearted person. I’m going to do a job well if I think it’s worth doing, that includes giving a man good sex, or giving a man a good public thrashing. It’s all the same art to me. I’m just a perfectionist.
I’m unapologetically what I am, and I’m just so proud to be me.
I don't mean his 'forum persona'. It's different once it starts involving someone's life in the 'outside world'.
I’ve heard people trash each other all the time on every conceivable social media platform including gossip about their lives on the outside world. They even make video vlogs about them for the whole world to watch the hate being directed at them.
I’m not a social media user, I have no interest in these platforms. I am guilty of trashing him on a public forum, not usually what people do, but I am unusual. I hold myself fully accountable for my actions.
Is it a banning offence to do what I’ve done, do you know?
Fairy wrote: ↑Thu Jun 05, 2025 10:11 am
But I’m glad because his obvious aim here was to be as sardonic as possible anything for a cheap laugh, he wasn’t really interested in proper serious philosophy.
He may have said it, but it wasn't true. He is pretty decent at philosophy and obviously paid a lot more attention than he let on.
He’s a deep thinker, I guess that qualifies him to be the sardonic philosopher of our times. We are lucky to have him.
Wonder where he is, and why he’s not posting his decent philosophy anymore?
But I’m glad because his obvious aim here was to be as sardonic as possible anything for a cheap laugh, he wasn’t really interested in proper serious philosophy.
The thing is, I’m good at what I do, I’m not a half hearted person. I’m going to do a job well if I think it’s worth doing, that includes giving a man good sex, or giving a man a good public thrashing. It’s all the same art to me. I’m just a perfectionist.
I’m unapologetically what I am, and I’m just so proud to be me.
I don't mean his 'forum persona'. It's different once it starts involving someone's life in the 'outside world'.
I’ve heard people trash each other all the time on every conceivable social media platform including gossip about their lives on the outside world. They even make video vlogs about them for the whole world to watch the hate being directed at them.
I’m not a social media user, I have no interest in these platforms. I am guilty of trashing him on a public forum, not usually what people do, but I am unusual. I hold myself fully accountable for my actions.
Is it a banning offence to do what I’ve done, do you know?
I was only referring to this forum. It's too tiring to try to clarify.
Until Harbal resurfaces, I really do think it’s time to stop obsessing over him, can’t we just shut the fuck up about him as if everyone on this planet has died and made him God. Gosh if it’s all just my fault he’s not posting on his beloved forum anymore then I’m absolutely shocked I was ever capable of denying him his free will to his own power to post his philosophy on a forum he dearly loves.
He’s given his power away by caring about what other people think of him. Even though everyone seems to idolise the guy, no matter what I’ve said about him.
The truth hurts. We all act nice to people to their face, while we trash them In very negative ways behind their backs. What a poor pathetic example we are to each other. Just a bunch of egoic chest beating baboons, no offence to the other monkey animals.
I know you all miss him dearly, but he doesn’t seem to miss you, does he, huh!
I hardly think he thinks about anyone here anymore…he’ll either stay away and never return, or he’ll return.
Only lacewing holds all the mysterious secrets of what Harbal is thinking and feeling now, now she’s back in contact with him out of her fake concern for his wellbeing being the paragon of virtue she is.
Let’s just wait and see what he wants to do and leave the past in the past once and for all.
It’s odd really because he often trashed people from this forum behind their backs, when we used to talk about the forum together, and I used to nod my head in agreement with him, because I’m a two faced person myself, I can’t really stand humans, I just tolerate them. ..but then who isn’t a back stabbing disingenuous human being, except maybe Age isn’t.
Be honest with yourself.
And yet, he gets revered and respected for being a backstabber, while I get sent to the gallows, so yeah let’s all just be fake pretentious morons with each other instead.
I don't mean his 'forum persona'. It's different once it starts involving someone's life in the 'outside world'.
I’ve heard people trash each other all the time on every conceivable social media platform including gossip about their lives on the outside world. They even make video vlogs about them for the whole world to watch the hate being directed at them.
I’m not a social media user, I have no interest in these platforms. I am guilty of trashing him on a public forum, not usually what people do, but I am unusual. I hold myself fully accountable for my actions.
Is it a banning offence to do what I’ve done, do you know?
I was only referring to this forum. It's too tiring to try to clarify.
If you are too tired to make your comments clearer and say what you mean and mean what you say, then so be it.
Have a lie down where lying is always going to be the bed you lie in. Most people can’t even lie straight in bed. But I’m Just kidding of course.
So did you find out where his hidden anger, aggression came from? That guy gave the impression that unless he tries hard all the time to compose himself, he could snap and run amok and start killing people. Maybe something broke him.
So did you find out where his hidden anger, aggression came from? That guy gave the impression that unless he tries hard all the time to compose himself, he could snap and run amok and start killing people. Maybe something broke him.
Oh here we go again, the no one can let go of the Harbal thingymebobbedo drama.
Atla, I’ve no idea what you are referring to, or what you are attempting to say to me, sorry. I can’t respond because I’m clueless to what you are saying to me. I know you like to talk in cryptic riddles, but I’m no joker. I can’t suss what you are asking me. So can’t respond.
