Belinda,
A lot has been said since yesterday... anyway, I will pick up from our last post.
Belinda wrote: ↑Thu Apr 26, 2018 9:01 am
I accept your invitation.
What is this 'I' that is to do the investigating? When Belinda introspects she finds emotions, feelings, ideas, practical abilities, and memories as symbolic forms. She finds no 'I'. I've done a lot of introspecting and have found that reason is my best chart to accompany me when introspecting.
Thats great! I agree, reason (as well as honesty) are your weapons of choice.
You said that when investigating you find "emotions, feelings, ideas, practical abilities, and memories" - I would like to go one step lower and focus on your primary senses - seeing, hearing, tasting, smelling and touch. They are your gateway to the world and are as such your primary source of information. Everything that is added to this basic information is an interpreted of experience (appearing as thought). Agree so far?
Belinda wrote: ↑Thu Apr 26, 2018 9:01 am
If your invitation to me to "know more about how to investigate " is to teach me a time-consuming practice such as TM then thanks but I must refuse in proportion as it would be time-consuming
I am not here to teach you anything. All I offer is to guide you on your own investigation - I will only ask you questions. Teaching would only add another belief to your repertoire - its the last thing I would like to do (and don't worry, there is no personal stuff involved - its only about this direct experience - nothing else).
Belinda wrote: ↑Thu Apr 26, 2018 9:01 am
Alan Watts is saying that there is no I , no you or no it, but that there is no essence of a person such that what we usually take to be the individual is naturally differentiated from other individuals and the entire environment.
It would be better if you would forget about all this - at least for now. If there is an I or not (or in which way it seems to exists) can be revealed by doing the investigation.
Before we get started it is essential to establish a common understanding of what I mean with
direct experience. Differing interpretations of basic concepts used during an investigation are more often than not the reason for failure. So what do I mean when I ask you to focus on your direct experience? Lets kick this off with a little exercise. Please fetch a small piece of food, a nut, a raisin, an apricot or a piece of apple, really anything you enjoy eating. Put it on the table in front of you and look at it. Now imagine how it will taste. This is important, so please take a minute or two to imagine the flavours as they unfold in your mouth.
Once you have a pretty good idea about the taste that will result from eating the food, please pick it up and put it into your mouth. Chew it slowly and consciously. Be aware of the texture, the flavours as they explode in your mouth — immerse yourself in the experience.
Now note the differences between thinking about eating the food and really eating it.
What about the flavours? Did thinking about taste come even close to the real thing? Or is memory of taste something completely different than taste itself? Please let me know the findings of your investigation in some detail.