Gary Childress wrote: ↑Fri Nov 10, 2023 3:08 pm
Immanuel Can wrote: ↑Fri Nov 10, 2023 3:07 pm
Gary Childress wrote: ↑Fri Nov 10, 2023 3:06 pm
I'm no worse at logic than you are.

Okay...see if anybody believes that, I guess.
You suck at logic, IC.
Yeah...your 'professional' opinion, in that regard, is worth to me about what you would think it's worth.
Listen, Gary: you're one messed up dude: you think that people who think you have potential to put your life together are your enemies. And you think that the people who find you pathetic are your friends.

It's absolutely mystifying to me. But it sure does explain all your petty spite toward God; He's given you enough to make your life better, and you don't want to do it. For some reason, you prefer excuses. Maybe you're just afraid to try...I don't know.
Well, you don't have to, of course. But you should quit grousing; because you're not a victim, except of your own inertia. You could make your own life better and solve your own problems...and you insist you're not mentally ill, and that you're an appropriate partner for somebody...but you don't do anything about that? It's very hard to understand.
Just quit fooling yourself. Quit telling yourself that being sad and miserable is getting you some kind of admiration...or whatever you think it's getting you (the real answer, of course, is "nothing worth having.') Pick yourself up, dust off your life, and make something of what you've got. You have a lot, because you're a mainline Western male with an income, a computer, a tennis racquet and a brain. That's more than most of the world gets.
Only people who are genuinely sympathetic to you will tell you to do that. Those who have no regard for you will be only too happy to offer you at least the semblance of pity instead, because it allows them to see themselves as above you, not because they admire you. God's given you life, liberty, relative prosperity, an intellect, and a whole bunch of other assets you need to use to make something of your life. Be less bitter, and much more grateful. And do something.
When you figure that out, and when you act on it, your life is going to get better. Until you do, it simply will not.