Re: Understanding the religious mindset
Posted: Tue Jun 29, 2021 11:43 am
You need to pay close attention, I tend to refer to God as IT and the sage as 'he' - simply because when he talks to me...it is a male voice.Age wrote: ↑Tue Jun 29, 2021 9:18 amDo 'you' just refer to the Sage/God as a "he", solely because of your upbringing, or because the Sage/God told 'you' directly that It is a "he"? Or, for some other reason?attofishpi wrote: ↑Tue Jun 29, 2021 5:41 amAs I stated - I don't believe God created the universe, I believe it came about as a result of the universe, but I won't go into that.Atla wrote: ↑Tue Jun 29, 2021 4:59 am
It was a generalization, besides you seem to have become a theist because of schizophrenia.
As for maths, the chance of the universe existing is unfathomably higher than the chance of our universe + a 3rd party intelligence behind it, existing. (Which is not to say that some theists can't happen to be right, it's just unlikely.)
As far as "schizophrenia", I think I should let you in on that part of the story.
Since 1997 God\'God' introduced itself to me - in rather fucked up ways - and initially, I would admit - I thought I was losing my mind.
Eventually, I began to 'sus' things out. I am not going to go into all the my experiences in this thread, that to you and anyone reasonable would agree, is beyond 'just my mind manifestations'. I will start a thread soon, and you can take me on there.
I have worked in IT since 1997. In 2017 I worked from a Jap company called NEC - doing support for government contracts.
In one particular week, this 'God' entity started making it clear to me, that it wanted me to continue with my ART project - indeed, it forced me out of work. By the Thursday - all the lettering on my screen started to scramble - and someone in the office would yell out "DO ART" - I called God and Christ every expletive under the sun - I told them under my breath to "f*** OFF" - then someone across the office yelled out "f*** OFF" back.
Then flames would shoot across my screen.
Now if you understand the slightest thing about physics and what is plausible in the realm of 'multiple dimensions' - then you would at least understand - and that in an office - nobody yells out loudly f*** OFF. So I was the only one seeing and experiencing this.
At that point - plus the fact my boss was an incompetent twat - and the fact my house was fully paid off, I decided - f*** this. I told the boss I had a headache and left work. I went to my local doctor GP - and said I was suffering anxiety and needed a week off. - he obliged with a certificate.
I then wrote a letter to NEC to resign - (they required a weeks notice - so I never had to go back)
Eventually, I said to my sage\God (sage introduced himself to me in Nov 2005 - another long story) since they forced me out of work, I need income.
Two days later - a big wad of cash was deposited into my bank account with the title BT PORTFOLIO. (BT is my true initials DO_U_BT? - opposite to FAITH)
Now I was on what here is called Centrelink - claiming govt money - and they required me to keep applying for work otherwise those funds would be cut off. A friend of mine suggested I go see a psychiatrist since they can give 3 month certificates that would keep you from having to look for work.
SO I went to a government free psychiatrist. When I told him of my story since 1997, (ya know hearing a voice(s) seeing stuff out of the norm, and that of someone claiming to be a sage etc..) he said, so you don't think there is anything mentally wrong with you. I said absolutely, to which he replied - I need to put something down on this certificate - to which I replied, well then DEFINE schizophrenia - maybe it's God f****** with peoples lives - and he said, right then, so I'll put that down on the cert quizzing ME if I agreed - I said ya go for it.
But I did add, hang on - so for me to get Centrelink off my back to look for a job each week, I have to take these medications you prescribe - I can't just yack with a psychologist? - he said yeah - U gotta take the meds (LMFAO)
So I continued to paint - didn't have to get up for the morning commute in heavy boring traffic everyday to work some boring job working for morons. I bought a dog, we have nice walks everyday and I do my art, program my website (which is on hold atm), and am writing the sequel to Alpha Two (a cyberpunk novel)
God told me "you are in heaven" - ...who arts in heaven? atto!
So ya, if hearing the voice of God and someone who introduced himself to me in 2005 from aether as a sage, and me basically telling a shrink to write on a certificate that I am a schizo - renders me a schizo to you - the so be it - good luck with your short-sighted atheist stunted life.
So anyway - I got shit loads of money in the bank - I have not yet had an art exhibition