The Paradox of Free Will
Dennis Waite at the Yoga International website
Why do you act the way that you do? If it is because you feel you ought to do something, you probably recognize there is little free will involved. You are being “coerced” by society or family, or influenced by concerns over what might happen if you don’t act in that way. On the other hand, if you do something because you want to, then perhaps you believe you are exercising free will. But is this true even when you trace the source of your desire? For example, you see a cream cake in the window of a shop, and the thought arises, “I would like some cake.” Did you freely choose to have that thought? Indeed, can you choose to have any thought? Do they not simply “arise”?
Now all you need do is make this applicable to, say, anything that you do at all? A living body and brain composed of approximately 37.2 trillion cells composed of molecules and atoms and subatomic particles all interacting among others chemically and neurologically in the staggering vastness of a very, very big world intertwined in the staggering mystery of a very, very small world trying to decide if it is trying to decide to do it of its own volition.
And not just the thought of wanting some cake, but, for some, the thought of stealing it because they can't afford to pay for it.
And that's before we get to the part where those approximately 37.2 trillion cells -- containing around 7,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000 atoms -- are reconciled with...God?
Anyone who has thought deeply about spiritual matters knows that one of the fundamental problems is how to reconcile our day-to-day experience with claims about God or a nondual reality. The first level seems concrete and demonstrable while the second is speculative, to say the least.
To say the least? That barely comes close to the gap in our knowledge here. God creating those 37.2 trillion cells in precisely the manner in which they attempt to think through conundrums such as this. And try to imagine how many cells God consists of.
Still, any number of us here seem rather emphatic that their own assessment of all this is anything but merely speculative. They'll even write a book laying it all out for us:
https://www.amazon.com/Decline-Fall-All ... B00ONA7JVQ
A book that, in lacking free will, we read in pursuit of our greater satisfaction. And if enough of us "do", a book that will create a world someday in which no one would ever steal a cake because there would be no Evil.