Re: How To Tell Right From Wrong
Posted: Sat Aug 08, 2015 4:17 pm
While I have not read all 35 pages of this thread, and certainly as IC knows, I am interested - continually interested - in the topic, it seems to me that anyone who desires to understand the Occident, and also our own selves, has to examine Christian belief. In this I have been consistent from the start (here on PN). However, it also seems pretty clear that one cannot stop with 'Christian belief' (the specific tenets of Christianity) but one has to put the whole question of religiosity on the table. And with that question one has to begin to define, in clear and cogent terms, the very nature of this place: the earth-realm. And ourselves in this realm.artisticsolution wrote:As a child, I was indoctrinated with Christianity. I was brainwashed, pure and simple. Now that brainwashing, coupled with the fact that when I became aware of right and wrong, I had a desire to understand myself, in relationship to God. I think most Christians do this...in their own minds. Try to sort out what God is telling us. It has never left me entirely, and this is the thing atheists don't understand about Christians. That having faith is not our fault, nor is it us wanting to blow smoke up the atheists skirt. It just is...it is always present in our minds. The God thing is apart of us. And while I can't tell you my beliefs are true, as I don't know that they are...I might just have mental issues caused christian childhood trauma...I still pray to a God I don't know is there. everyday. Sometimes with gratitude and sometimes just with the lord's prayer. Please don't be like most atheists and be cynical or suspicious about that. I do not do it in an attempt to be better than anyone, or to guarantee me a spot in heaven or whatever else pisses off atheists. I do it simply because that is how my mind has been trained to think. I can't help it...it is ALWAYS present. Even if I can step aside and truthfully admit. I have not seen God. I don't know if there is a God. The feeling I have inside just might be a mental illness. I DON'T KNOW! All I know is I feel alone and the running conversation, in my head, makes me feel less alone. No reason or rhyme to it. It just does.
This paragraph I selected, and I do not say this mean-spiritedly, is a mass of confusing notions. I say notions and not 'ideas'. I suggest that all of this has to be clarified. One would have to separate out each element and begin to work within a structure of definitions. Without that, it could not be said that one was really 'doing philosophy', nor really even 'doing theology', and one could not arrive at a solid and clear idea-structure around which to organise one's ethical, spiritual, moral, and emotional life. I further suggest that it is likely that this confused paragraph, its mix of sentimentalism, attachment to and immersion in half-baked ideas, is a very real problem not only for the writer of that paragraph, but for the Occidental world generally. Again, there is no mean-spiritedness here as I recognise good-heartedness and other non-intellectual qualities - human qualities basically - as often trumping well-ordered intellectual ideas and 'intellectualism'.
One might start with an attempt to clarify some of the terms:
1) 'I was indoctrinated with Christianity': There is no person who is not 'indoctrinated', no matter what culture they grow up in, no matter what point in history. We receive all of our mental constructs from our milieu, our parents, our society, and much of this comes in to us, or is installed in us, totally outside of personal choice. We do not have any choice at all about what we receive, we simply receive. And what we receive becomes the base of our 'operational perspective'. In the large sense then we are all 'brainwashed' even if it does not seem that we have been brainwashed.
1a) When you say 'brainwashed' you mean, I think, that you received a set of doctrines that were different - perhaps opposed to - that of the surrounding culture. Thus, you grew up and were raised up in a 'pocket'.
1b) One might also infer that those who 'indoctrinated' you filled you with conflicting ideas, half-baked ideas, admixtures of ideas that they had not really worked out, and that the whole mass of it, instead of clarifying, instead of providing a sane and solid tool (of idea and perception) with which to make your way through the world, gave you a confused, partial, self-conflicted and self-conflicting perceptual structure which - I further speculate - lead to crisis of faith.
2) 'I became aware of right and wrong': In such a spiritual, social, cultural, intellectual and theological mess - I suggest - it would be darned difficult to have any clear sense of 'right and wrong'. It would likely occur that one would open one's mouth and spout blather, that one would self-contradict, that one would give evidence of having no solid and established base from which to rationate on the topic. At the most basic and social level we live in a society with a solidly-defined jurisprudential system in which ideas about right and wrong are thought through painstakingly. Argued, debated, and decided on. At the other extreme - that of theology - a similar endeavour is enacted, and yet the topic deals on, essentially, speculations of man's relationship to a divine being (etc.) But to engage in this area, just as in jurisprudence, requires a clear mind, a prepared mind, not a randomly-organized topsy-turvy girlish mind. One might suggest that such a topsy-turvy mind must turn to an ordered mind to begin to sift through and order the confusion. Not an impossible task.
3) 'Understanding oneself in relation to God': the most demanding task that a man may set himself to!
4) 'I think most Christians do this': Well, if one were to base what one does, or what aspiration one has, on what 'most Christians do', it is possible to suggest that one would lose oneself before one had even begun! Cf: Kierkegaard's ideas of 'Christendom'.
4a) 'And while I can't tell you my beliefs are true, as I don't know that they are': Christians are just as everyone in the grip of virulent nihilism. A near-psychosis of confusion, of twisted ideas, or confused mind, and moral morass. True, this is a polemical statement and highly charged too. I say it like this to make a point, or to ask a question: Who can we rely on? What branch, what school, what philosophy department, what man, what woman, what nation, idea, or metaphysical platform?
4b) Christianity offers two levels of solution: One is a defined belief system that you only need to join yourself to. Could be your Church, could be a specific branch of Christianity. To link up with that is to indoctrinate/reindoctrinate oneself into a specific set of ideas. This offers great comfort and security. In one way or another all human beings seek the confort of an idea-system that provides to them a sense of right and wrong, good and bad, that defines duty & cowardice, and offers a defined path a person can follow. No part of this is necessarily 'religious quest', nor 'philosophy', nor stepping onto a path of treacherous and dangerous examination of 'social constructs' of a religious sort.
4c) The second level is what Christians predominantly describe as 'discipleship'. I suggest this is unique and I also suggest that other religious forms do not place emphasis on this. Discipleship means to stake out for oneself, in prayer and meditation, and also through a method shall we say of 'listening to the world', a relationship with a conscious, and a necessarily superior, entity or spirit. I suggest that there is a great deal of prattle on this theme but that at its most essential point there is something of deep significance here. To tune-in to one's own conscience, and to cultivate one's own conscience, to educate one's conscience, to feed it and to grow it.
5) 'What God is telling us': "Hoo-boy!..." (I quote Felasco here ...) Look on YouTube for those self-published videos by minor suburban saints who speak about their 'communion' with god, their hearing of 'god's voice', and the commands and commentaries they receive. It is interesting to note that in other religions the idea of an individual and personal communion with 'God' is not part of the picture. One learns what 'God' wants and one resolves how to do it in one's life. I suggest that there is a rather grave danger - a seductive attraction - to imagining that 'God' will speak to one. And yet how could a religious person, trained up in the Christian metaphysic, NOT understand things in these terms?
5a) It is possible, though I would not say that it is recommended, to sweep everything off the table when one begins to think about 'God'. I mean: doctrine, scripture, religious tracts, tacky religious kitsch (of a physical and of a mental sort), priests, gurus, movements, whole histories of man, and to significantly start anew. The Bible is a confused mass of strange psychosis, fantasy, projection, self-aggrandizement, with a psychotic madman Yahweh bellowing commands at power-hungry people. The NT a child's fairybook, an encapsulation of desperate phantasies that have never been true and will never be true and yet which capture and captivate successive generations. It is POSSIBLE to suggest that all this kitsch be tossed aside and a new examination of the questions undertaken:
- What is this place where we find ourselves?
- What is the purpose of my 'coming to exist here'?
- In what area (say, duty or pleasure) shall I focus myself?
- What REALLY is the metaphysical structure of this place?
- How can I find out about that?
- Where do I get 'real' information?
- Is it best to abandon all unverifiable notions of metaphysics? (Gods overseeing us, and even 'otherworlds' or 'postworlds'?)
... or not. - What is consciousness? What is being? What does 'God' mean in all that? When we say 'God', What in the heck do we mean?
6) 'The feeling I have inside just might be a mental illness': One thing to consider, and to consider deeply, is that in our present culture, and in the climate of the present, to be a religious person, to have that inclination, to feel that connection, is now being defined as mental illness! Our present culture has established as indicators of balance and sanity a whole group of activities and attitudes that it defines as indicating normalcy, and these are supported by social attitude, by public relations constructions, by attitude-demonstrations by teachers, authorities, politicians, entertainers and those who forge public opinion. While mental illness may be real, I suggest that to have a functioning and functional spirituality is not a symptom of mental illness. But mental confusion, disturbed and unsettled emotions, deep inner conflict, and other factors, may begin to feel like 'mental illness'. Also, in an environment where aberrations are held up as normalcy, there will operate a tendency to regard any attitude or speech which takes issue against those aberrations as 'sickness'. These (false) declarations of normalcy can function intellectually, sexually, interpersonally, politically, economically, and in all arenas of life. There are very powerful games - very serious games - being played to define normalcy, to define sanity, ethics and all else. Extremely powerful players, with vastly powerful PR tools are fighting in this realm, staking out the terms of normalcy, decency and all else. It is a game of deceit and manipulation.