Harry wrote:This is, in my own view, a revealing quote - not that you are trying to hide anything. To invalidate another's position, this is a "bold" step to take, and you invalidate mine in more ways than one - from my view in a living, revelatory Christ experienced by others, to my belief in the reality of separate spirit entities, to my overall theological views. Fine, invalidate away, Gustav, but in that you only alienate us (you from me), because my views are backed (variously) by experience, evidence and reasoning, and I will not give them up lightly. You fail to address that experience, evidence and reasoning, preferring (as is your wont) to speak in generalities, so I'm not sure what effect you could possibly hope to have upon me.
'Effect' is a curious concept. I have been thinking over the last few days about the notion of
kerygma vs.
dike (in the sense of norms and conventions; teaching). I have also been musing over this terribly interesting question of 'the Trickster', which is really to say Hermes, which is also to say 'logos' and which too is also to make a reference to 'Christos', and to the notion, ancient indeed, of messages and what the Messenger brings. It is my contention that all these *things* are---I will avoid using the word 'complex'---
intricate and fraught and not at all easy to get to the center of. And though it is easy to push them all aside and to focus life into the very very strict facts of Modern life and View (supply and distribution) still, I believe, the Great Questions still function
even if we are deaf to them.
What I notice is that the words when used in vain and abstract conversations simply do not have any power in them. The meaning and the power have gone out of the words. But really what this means, to me, is that meaning and power
have gone out of persons. You ask an interesting question about 'what effect I could possibly hope to have' and I find this so curious because:
- 'Be ever hearing, but never understanding; be ever seeing, but never perceiving'.
---Isaiah 6:9
Or the following, with a sort of Promethean breaking of the rule:
- I have kept hidden in the instep arch
Of an old cedar at the waterside
A broken drinking goblet like the Grail
Under a spell so the wrong ones can't find it,
So can't get saved, as Saint Mark says they mustn't.
(I stole the goblet from the children's playhouse.)
Here are your waters and your watering place.
Drink and be whole again beyond confusion.
---Robert Frost from the poem Directive
I have so many different thoughts going through my head resulting from the stimulation of this topic generally and then also that of your theological conversation with Emmanuel that it will be hard to be at this moment as cogent as I wish. Yet when a topic of theology (or philosophy) remains always abstract and removed from the person, that conversation remains 'safe'. Safe but also (in my view) enfeebled. Everything that I write and think, and desire to write and think, will always have as its focus an attempt to bring abstract thought down into the body of the life we live. In this sense, and in relation to your complaint (about my directness and 'invalidation') I really have nothing to say. You suppose that I am trying to influence you? But what if I am actually trying to fuck you up? If someone declares to you that they don't and won't play by any sort of conventional standards I think you should do some serious thinking, even paranoid thinking! about what they are up to!
I don't see, then, what's invalid about my position.
The ideas you hold, and the way you hold them, are killing you. But again you are not alone. The essential meaning we are dealing on here, as I see it, is exactly what ideas, activities, interpretations, etc., conduce to 'life' and which ideas conduce to 'death'. We are in a literally terrible position because we do not seem to have a clue as to what 'life' really is, or these ideas are changing, and we also (again in my view) do not even recognize how 'dead' we are.
How
could you understand my critique then?
I have not had a personal experience of Christ myself, it is true. Nor have you had...
And what have you had the most experience with?
Be honest…
This is where the conversation, in my understanding, has the potential to get interesting. It gets interesting because it gets *real*. We also confront an issue of nomenclature. It is I think true and necessary that conversations on Internet forums refrain from getting
too specific and
too personal, but I would like to say the following: What I
have done, even if it has been limited and fractional, is to engage with the 'totality of my being' with spiritual life. Because of your over-rational (mathematical) nature you would I think describe 'Christ' as one specifically defined thing, a thing that you control, effectively. And yet it is a thing that you admit to knowing nothing about. I resist all the limitations of nomenclature and simply cannot take the term 'Jesus Christ' seriously. Why? Because it is made into a meaningless and vain term! If a person is connecting with living currents of life in all departments of their life, then that person is connecting with what 'Jesus Christ' means, as a symbol. It is the blood and the bread of life, the essence or quintessence of life that is expressed in the idea-fact of a summer ripened grape that is squeezed and
tasted. And it is in this tasting that it becomes real.
And I would counter that the notion that all of the various spiritual entities are "a part of us" is an egotism, a vanity, and, depending on what you mean, incoherent: how could God, in particular, be wholly contained "within" each one of us; would this not mean that there are multiple Gods?
Actually, and again, it is a question of nomenclature. I am not going to be very effective in expressing myself though because it is only recently that certain ideas are becoming more concrete to me.
My understanding is as follows: we live in a polytheistic world. We have little means to understand what poly-theistic means because we have been so severely indoctrinated by monotheistic doctrines and also thinking patterns. It is though quite intuitively obvious that we live in a world of competing gods. The gods are essentially the various powers and potencies that surround us and they are not One but are Many.
This could begin to be understood by juxtaposing day to night and dawn. Or storm to clear skies or drab grey days. The mysteries of high mountains, or low-land fields, or ponds and streams, and then deserts and wastelands. Tropical spaces filled with abundant life and the cold side of a mountain where there are only rocks and a restless and even violent wind. These are the gods of the terrestrial realm. Those same forces have correspondences in
relationships. Consider the image of a storm that has passed overhead with torrential rains and lightening still striking. But then out of the West where the sun is setting there is the last burst of orange-amber light under the clouds that illuminates the whole scene, raking over the ground and making the contours stand out, lighting your face, warming your face. But still some big cold drops of rain are falling and you hear the rather terrifying rumble of thunder overhead in clouds leaden and dark. That is just an image of a
reality that also corresponds to an inner, psychic reality. And there are hundreds and tens of hundreds and thousands of similar, but always unique, circumstances. Our 'soul' is a terrestrial creature in reality. But certain monotheistic idea-patterns have fucked us out of immediate understanding of exactly what we are and where we are. And we burned-out under the influence of repressive, restrictive theological dictates and all the gods and goddesses in us demanded a revision. So, when you apply your ready-to-hand (but death-producung) 'logics'…the whole universe really laughs! But you are very definitely not alone in any of this.
So we, Modern Men, live in a world in which we no longer in fact
are. If our theology is not connecting to our existence, to the land and the elements, to our bodies and our emotions, can it be described as less than a symptom of malaise? The 'new' currents in theology are those that seek to go
back down and
into. What you seem to desire is that someone come along and spell this out to you, to engage in the same abstract 'logics' that is, really, the bars of the cage that holds you. But what you don't, and we don't, seem to grasp is how many times it has been if not explained but presented to us. It is that Cup that we've been given that we won't drink from. But you are not alone either in this. My impression is that multitudes of people are genuinely lost and can't find their way home. But I also understand this too since, truthfully, all the Symbols that contain the essence that have power, are in the hands of idiots who do not and perhaps cannot understand. So, meaning becomes (yet again) the issue: Who can define the medicine that we need to come to life? We seem to want life and yet we often choose death.
Where are you going to be in five years time, Harry? In ten? In twenty?
Despite its many imperfections, the Traditions and Rituals of Christianity were understood as
the Cure and the
Cure of Souls. What 'the Cure' is, just where underground it has gone and how to recover it, seem to me totally relevant questions.
Having said all of that: Gustav, I'm not sure whether I have the stamina to continue this exchange. In conversations, I am a sprinter, not a marathon runner. I hope you pardon me if I refrain from further comment.
I was thinking that you could use a code that you could put in the top left of each post to describe the 'state' you are writing from:
- NC: normal consciousness
HOC: high on caffeine
HOA: high on alcohol
SWM: struggling with motivation