MozartLink wrote:Lacewing wrote:MozartLink wrote:The only thing that makes my life worth living is me being happy and enjoying my life and my hobbies... /...I will give up and end my life
Why have you started countless threads to say these same things over and over? Why is it necessary to keep repeating them, and trying to get people to keep responding to them, when you've already received responses? What are you looking for -- and why here? Surely you've noticed the kind of feedback people give here -- a lot of it is sharp -- so why are you putting yourself in this position, and playing your records over and over for us?
Read my previous posts. They tell you why. I am attempting to draw in those disrespectful people I've mentioned so that I can attack them in return so that they will no longer disrespect me anymore.
I forgot this thread XD. I thought you weren't going to post more here Mozart. Don't pay attention to flowapowa (lazywing) she can only see herself, and not very good.
You can post all the posts you want, at least your posts mean something to you. Many people repeat things as a mantra, to keep themselves believing something, specially if they fear a lot.
What I would tell you is:
Stop thinking in that people like something that can be teached with harm. Think more in yourself. How old are you? This world is enormous, there are people of every kind, there are bodies with two heads, and we are all very small. Maybe a travel would be good for you, get out of your home, of the people you know, know new people. Learn to make a distinction. Have you tried that? Think exactly in what do you want, and start by "the little things", maybe you can't have a big goal just now, but you certanly like some things more than others. I think I heard you like music: play music, learn music.
Maybe you feel that nobody will understand it, in that case, I can understand that kind of feelings, and you should center in finding the kind of people who like things that you like. What more do you like? You are anxious, then, it's not very useful, but... think like this, if you are in the crap... things can't get worse, be relaxed in your crap, in that "empty" feeling, there is no need to hurry up. Life has good moments, and bad moments, and things must be really bad if you can't eat chocolate. Eat chocolate. And start something...
There is something you want, I'm sure of it.
Get out of things things that consume lot of time with no thinking, things to "avoid reality": TV, videogames, majority of internet... try to avoid them. Put a time of the day for everything. Order your time and that will reorganize day by day your head.
There are going to be endless disrepectuful idiots in your life, if you take care of the ones who disturbed you, that won't change anything. Don'twaste your time in them, unless they are disturbing you in the moment. And if they do so, then don't try to harm to make them respect or understand what pain is, and I recomend... don't even try to make them feel fear. Just take care of them in the quickest and easiest way you can.
If you post more, I recomend you trying to be more concrete, we all read what you think, now, continue your thoughts about it, don't keep in that.