Bill Wiltrack wrote:.... I am Here ...

Where the hell did you think you were?
I am looking to obtain longer & deeper moments of self-consciousness.
Try meditating rather than exhaustion and drugs then. Of course it'd mean you'd have to train your body first and that'd involve self-discipline which I suspect you are rather short of.
It's not utilitarian. It's philosophy. Real philosophy.[/size]
So you keep saying and as I keep repeating philosophy is not to be impractical, dysfunctional, non-useful, unserviceable, ineffective, inefficient, non-pragmatic, unrealistic (unsuited)to the purpose, etc. But then philosophy is not your aim.
Philosophy, real philosophy should be plumbed by the use of self-consciousness. ...
And yet you praise your periods when you are unconscious?
Sustained periods of self-consciousness and possibly an even a higher consciousness is the only thing that separates us from any other living thing.
Gnu! What separates us from most of the other living things is intellect, imagination and abstraction.
Now, if you just want to talk, spend a lifetime of just talking to no end, enjoy a multitude of authors that do not incorporate consciousness into their theories and arguments.
Since you've read none of them I'll take this as the bollocks it is. You really need to stop tarring others with your inadequacies as unlike you what I read I try to incorporate into my life, if it makes sense that is.
If you understand the value of becoming more self-conscious and wish to increase or deepen those feelings, perhaps real philosophy is for you.
What? You mean passed-out unconscious on a locker room floor? Gnu! I name thee.
It's your path.
Thankfully not.
I'm just stating that the study of consciousness, with the goal of increasing self-consciousness, is the sole factor in determining the difference and the relevance of the discipline of philosophy.[/size]
Given that you have no understanding of the discipline of Philosophy I'll take this as the pretentious gnu waffle that it is.