Oddly, however completely predictably, we will never get anywhere in this conversation because, as I have been repeating somewhat boringly, we do not share the same predicates. And therefore, even to be able to understand the other person's perspective -- which
is possible though we might not agree and perhaps cannot agree -- we would have to put aside our own and try to *inhabit* the perceptual model in which the other person resides.
Belinda, Promethean, DontAskMe, LaceWing, Uwot, and to some extent even Henry, inhabit a rather *private* perceptual world [I may be wrong but deism is well on the road to a
sort of atheism] I would contrast their world with the *world* that I, Nick and IC attempt to explain. But each of us even, and as it happens, hold very different definitions; central and core predicates.
I find that on many levels my own view coincides with Nick's -- and for this reason I can relate to and understand the Orthodox Christian position. Interestingly, in a book that IC recently recommended, which I am halfway through (
Nihilism: The Root of Revolution of the Modern Age, Eugene Rose), the central predicate is clearly defined and explained. He paraphrases Father John of Kronstadt:
"The soul of man is likened to an eye, diseased through sin and thus incapable of seeing the spiritual sun."
What is referred to? Well, it is obviously, and exclusively,
to the person, to a given person, and exclusively to that sole and solitary person, whose vision is affected. What is the 'spiritual sun'? It is a term that you might find in poetry and as such it has no meaning for those who have diseased eyes. (This would be Rose's way of explaining, though I have a different way of understanding lack of the possibility of faith).
Remember though what Gloucester said (King Lear):
"I stumbled when I saw."
Only when the physical eyes were blinded did he begin to *see*. But the perception, obviously, as of a different, interiorly-directed order. What is that? It is very hard to talk about.
Or take Blake's:
"This life’s dim windows of the soul
Distorts the heavens from pole to pole
And leads you to believe a lie
When you see with, not through, the eye."
So much is expressed here, but if I'd change
much to
mush I would be better able to communicate with Uwot, Dubious, Promethean and others.
So the curious thing is that Belinda and Promethean want an actionable, practical, this-world activist praxis and for them the mumbo-jumbo that refers to transcendental principles means little (Belinda) and nothing (Promethean). They want something else. And it is not *contemplative prayer*!
IC's position is that without the inner turning, without a perceptual remodel that allows what is referred to by *spiritual sun* to be realized -- that a great deal of activity and bustle is futile. His view is both pessimistic and optimistic, but that is of course another story . . .
Now the interesting thing in reference to Eugene Rose's essay is to consider -- just to consider -- that without the inner realization, without the rebirth that IC and Nick refer to, and without the foundation, the specific foundation, and not just some theoretical reference or allusion to it but direct involvement in it and real belief, real faith, what one then has, what one will then attain (as a mathematical result) is the
nihilism Rose refers to. It is
the ending of the possibility of belief (in the sense of a genuine, real, lived, experience of faith and this means true inner connection to a real thing known as God) that no matter what one does, no matter what one avails oneself of, it will amount to a step in the direction od descent . . . which eventuates in the full expression of nihilism. (His is a model of
interpretation of course).
We are dealing with gradients therefore. But yet the background must be defined: It is the end of the possibility of belief in God. And it is also the project, as I call it, of doing all in one's power to prove to oneself, and then to confirm with others, that God cannot possibly be real. And if God cannot possibly be real, God is not real, and
what is unreal must be jettisoned.
This is how the logical project of atheism proceeds, of course. And it is all of this that weaves in and out of these posts and this entire topic.
The final point of Nihilism, the final end of it, is of course suicide. So in one degree or another the nihilistic project, the project of rebellion, is in the destruction of the self. (This is my own interpretation).
I think this is why I refer to the duality of the inner position (the position of faith, however tenuous) in contrast to the outer position. The outer position is what one opts to do in this world, the way one expresses one's values. And this can go in so many different directions. But the
inner position, if one can hold to it, is the
anchor.