Dontaskme wrote: ↑Thu Aug 25, 2022 5:04 pm
I do not SUFFER my suffering....does that make sense ?
I understand that, yes. I don't know whether it applies to you or not. What you say about yourself and your experiences and if you are serious or not or interested or not shifts and contradicts itself so often that
well,
I don't know what you mean or if you mean it. I am sure the process may be useful for you or serve some purpose.
Suffering arises, but I understand it's presence will be temporal and not a permanent presence ... I understand suffering to be part of being alive...but I do not suffer my suffering, I allow it to be there, knowing it will pass, like that saying...this too will pass.
OK, it seemed like you thought it was permanent before, but now when this is pointed out you don't think that.
Hope that clears that up, if not...I do not care.
You put a lot of effort and words into things that do not interest you and you do not care about.
You don't sound in the slightest like Roy when you describe yourselves or your lives, though now you have changed the way you present yourself and it sounds a bit more like Roy.
I do believe that you and Roy believe similar things. From what you have said sometimes and from his videos. I see the similarities. But in your experiences of life, almost nothing in common.
But you have told me that you often are not posting seriously and also that you just post whatever comes into your mind. Which means you don't really have to take responsibiliy for anything you say and can change your mind whenever. Perhaps that's a good thing for you.
But you're right, checking in in two weeks would be pointless. Since nothing you say means what it means or may not, since it may not be serious...or it may just be a passing thought that you have no investment in, expecting a meaningful answer is a crap shoot.
Earlier you said more or less that I started it between us, that you respond to the negative with the negative. That wasn't my experience. I experienced you being, eventually, quite condescending, for quite a while, and I got surly. Later I learned a couple of things about your posting. That you just throw out anything passing through your mind and that much of what you write you don't mean to be taken seriously. I suppose if I'd known that in the beginning I wouldn't have taken you seriously when you were condescendng or contradicted yourself when it seemed convenient. Now I know better. WE got along very well through a number of threads. Though perhaps that was just luck. Things said non-seriously on your part fit with things I was saying and vice versa.
If your happy with life now and with Rob's ideas, well how pleasant. I do want people to be where they feel best. Even if it is not a best I am seeking. my gut sense is that's better for all living beings.
If you want to replace all this with 'blah', I won't pretend I wouldn't care if I took that blah seriously. I don't like it when people repeatedly present themseves as one thing but actually are feeling quite differently from their presentation. But that's taking you seriously and I no longer do.
I may respond now and then, but mostly as a mirror. IOW I also may or may not mean what I say and what I say may just be passing through my mind and have no relevance at any other time. In fact I've been doing it (with you) for a while. When in Rome and all that....