Our being, our self, our organism, our consciousness: these are what we have to work with Esteemed Uwot. So, in one way or another, we will be and are working with a subjective instrumentation. Though it does not surprise me it does disappoint a little that after various essays on various themes all that I get from you is the dismissal that the experiences which moulded my early years are 'feelings'. You are right in some sense of course, but what is more noteworthy is to examine what it is that you'd have to oppose what I will call 'the operation of self'
with. If you cannot rely on your self, or employ your self in life and in living, what this means is that you will require an AI instrument over to which you will assign your human self. Then, the instrument can 'read life' and tell you not what it means but only what it 'is'. You make really strange statements that when pushed toward their logical outcomes reveal - in fact - what
is happening. These are some of the consequences of surrendering over self, of losing faith in self, in losing faith in the capacity to interpret, and of course in being able to make any statement at all about life, meaning and value.
Meaning and value - if these are feelings for you so be it - are only communicable through themselves (if I can put it like this). But yes, and quite strongly, meaning and value was communicated to me in intense ways and, very definitely, my life has been about responding to that. What you propose is, apparently, a life for man where this human person is subjected to a specific 'rational' and 'empirical' training and I suppose that you hope that that human person would then function like the AI instrument - a computer, an instrument designed and purposed simply to read mechanical value. I suggest that taken to the logical extreme you quite literally will no longer at all see
through the eye but will transform yourself into a
mechanical eye.
- “This life's dim windows of the soul
Distorts the heavens from pole to pole
And leads you to believe a lie
When you see with, not through, the eye.”
What you are - by your admission! - quite available for is conversation that is empirical and logical, and this is of course your focus, and the focus of your blog. Such a focus - exclusive focus I should say - follows from your predicates. And this is what I have tried to demonstrate by the references to Basil Willey and his tracing of the sweep of an historical shift in ideation. In this, your and my project differs quite a bit. And as I said I can easily enter into the tenets and regulations that govern yours - there are few or no moving parts - but you are locked out of mine. Yet I know that you are not, not really. Because you certainly have an inner life, and all the tools of perception that make up a human person.
What I am attempting to do is to stand before each predicate system and neither fully embrace one nor the other. I think we need to stand back and examine each and to attempt to see how each, in different ways, carried flaws or leads to flaws. True, I tend to think that a man who can hold on to his 'lyrical self' and to a sort of feeling self which is also intelligent and introspective has an advantage over the man of scientism.
'What's wrong with right-wing religious nuts?'
Again, I have been very open and precise as I describe myself, my political shifts, my general understanding of things. It would be innaccurate to label me a right wing nut since, in fact, I am a product of the left. I am a product of 'radical liberalism'. But what happened is that I decided to step out of that current when I discovered how intensely ideologically driven it all is! And when I began to ask questions about 'the other side of the equation', I soon understood the
disadvantages of being locked into polarity. Once you are locked into a polarity you really cannot say that you think freely. So, what is there to be done? Just exactly what I have been stressing: Make the effort to research, label, expose and then dialectically consider the predicates which drive each valuation-system.
What I wish to suggest to you, Uwot, is that you yourself are now locked into determinants even when you see yourself as free of restraint. You have really very little fluidity in your view and so when you reveal what really operates in you, it is easy to discern how unfree you are. You are not in this sense a free-thinker, but one who reverts to mental routines to organise perception.
I would so much relish the conversation you envision! Yet at every turn you
opt-out of the challenge of conversation, as you have done here, again.