Greta wrote:
Why assume there is a supreme being? Why assume that it is male? Maybe, maybe not. No one knows. You too.
My point precisely: it would be useless to assume. He would have to self-reveal in some way, or we'd all be guessing.
Basically, you found that observations of humans and reality rather depressing so you instead joined with people who'd decided to create their own happier reality together.
No. There were no "people." It was just me. And my decision was based on what I was reading and thinking by myself. To be perfectly honest, I didn't have a particular hankering for human company at that point.
But you're right about my observation of human beings and reality. I was also very impressed by the overwhelming emptiness of the answers I was being offered by some of the "best minds" of the human tradition. When it cam particularly to the issue of what is wrong with this world, they all seemed to go dusty on answers.
Humans have this longing for the ideal, the perfect. It draws us and drives us. We speak with awe of deities and examplars who embody the control and capability to which we aspire. Maybe in a few billion years God will unambiguously exist through the endless striving to this goal? Or maybe that's how log it take for God to grow up? Or gestate??
My issue was the opposite: from where does all this evil come...and not just the evil in the world, but all that is wrong with every individual person, including myself. I wanted somebody to talk boldly about that, but it seemed I was getting two kinds of answers: one was, "don't worry about it, it's just how it is" and the other was, "imagine it differently, and in particular, imagine it's not really as bad as you think, and it will all go away." I thought both of those answers, in all their forms, were really hollow. It seemed somehow
morally cowardly to me to think of accepting such platitudes in place of real answers.
And I should add that I could see that the problem of evil isn't just a Theistic problem. It's a problem for everyone. Take Humanism, for example: how can we take seriously the idea of the "goodness of mankind" when the same ideology tells us that all the wars, rapes, murders and oppressions of human history come from exactly the same moral nature to which Humanism tells us to look for our hope? What is "evil," if we're all really "good"? Or take Materialism: it has to deny the very existence of anything as "evil," since all things are said to be contingent phenomena, just late and accidental products of natural laws. But how can one be troubled by seeing evil, and take solace in saying, "I'm going to pretend it's all a wash"?
Again, that's cowardice.
So thinking about what evil might be makes you look for answers. And if you aren't happy with pat answers, you've got to keep looking until you find something. Anyway, that's how I thought about it.